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[jesscaaaa]

Do you ever feel like your days are just gloomy? Even if the sun is shinning brighter than any other day or even if the weather is screaming "i'm perfect" you just feel...down? Even if everyone around you is so happy, so full of life, so full of energy, so full of joy yet you're excluded from all that even if you have no idea why. I hate this phase

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[anonymous]

jess ur friends r right heads up and like i told these friends can help u more than anyone sometimes they even know u better than yourself like u told me yourself. There are a lot of bad things happening right now things that shouldn't happen but they happen anyways the outcome of all the sadness usually comes joy and the world coming together to try to help one another bringing peace. The thing about not seeing the same faces dont say that you can see all your friends as much times as u want as long as your try to see them, some faces might be lost but your real friends are the ones who stay in touch with u always. Pfff spending the last week of summer vacation home isnt that bad its a time where u can actually reflect your summer the year before and what you can do to probably improve yourself for the coming year. And Jess remember to never say never like your friends said your Mama will be watching over u always because you cared for her so much she'll care for u just the same way and even more and one day you will meet her again like many of us do as time passes. Dont hate everything stay positive, even in the toughest times if you stay positive and love everything if u cant have everything you want now, God has seen what you've done for being always happy loving and positive he'll give you whatever you need someday. As for life dont hate it just dont understand what to expect since thats usually the case we never know what to expect in our life or our future which never makes sense but its always part of a grander design. And even if your usually to busy to do anything give time to your friends they deserve it, love u jess hope u feel happy you always cheer me up so plz cheer up, if theres something still wrong call me up and spill your thoughts out on me. Rob