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Bah. I keep having dreams where Jon breaks up with me.
In the first one, we were at his dad's house, and I caught him smoking pot. And he threw it like, into a mug and started lying to my face about it. And eventually threw me out of the house, and broke up with me.
I dont remember the second one at ALL, except I know I was staying the night at his house IN REAL LIFE when it happened. So I was friggin' snuggling with him, and I woke up sad. Oh well.
Then last night, I was with him again, and I woke up from a sex dream about wade, lol. In my dream, I was calling Jon and saying "If I did something really disappointing.. would you want me to tell you?" and at that moment, real life Jon literally pounced on me, and woke me up. I know he was going to break up with me. So I figure, real life Jon saved my life, lol.
And just a disclaimer, it wasn't really a sex dream. I've never had one of those. But we had sex in my dream. In Jon's bed. And for some reason, Noni came in and started making fun of the way we were laying. Before she realized what was probably going on under the blankets, and she pulled them back. And I literally went all "Nooooniii nNNnnNNOOooOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" lol
It made me sad.
ANYWAY, so we woke up, Jon made us breakfast... I helped him clean it up, we cleaned off our cars, and he left for work.
I chilled out in his room all day, moved my car a few more times for Onycha... Jon came home on his lunch break, taught me a little bit about playing WoW... then I played for about 10 minutes, lol. Died... four times?
Then when onycha came home, I hung out with her for about an hour, just talking about the boys, the good old days, our families, what we want to do with our lives, etc.
I also spent most of my day reading Jon and my first conversations on AIM. We used to spend days apart of my accord. And he used to ask if I wanted company while I babysat. And he used to be upset when we couldnt talk. And... he just used to be adorable.
Don't get me wrong, he still is. But most of his romance is gone? I'm seriously considering spending less time with him, to make it more special. But... I love spending time with him anyway. Its special anyway. Just in different ways.
But so yeah, he came home and I was just all.. in a like... cute, romantic mood. And the poor guy, he came home running a fever :( So he was grouchy. He ate some dinner, I brought him some water and tea, set him up to WoW, and left. He had something he needed to get done thats going to take a few hours, so I wanted to make sure he'd be done fairly early... he needs his sleep.
So yeah, then I came home. I have to do laundryyyy. And take a showerrrr.
I took the most amazing picture of him tonight. I honestly have no idea what makes it so special. Seriously. But its like I looked at it when I got home... and I fell in love with him again. That picture... literally warmed my heart. Its intense.
ETA:
Oh yeah. lol So yesterday... I worked... then went to Christopher's birthday party.. and at this point I knew Jon was going to hang out with Conrad for the day, so I knew we wouldn't hang out. But for some reason, I was fine with it. Like, I wasnt even mopey. So I left the party to go pick up Cassidy, brought her BACK to the party, met Wassle and we headed off to Walmart where I bought a couple cell phone chargers (home and car) and some other assorted things.
Left walmart, and went home to get Cass.. brought her back to her house... and at around 9:30 Denise got home. I brought her back to my house where her car was, and she left... and I hung out in my room.
Jon texted me and told me to come over.. conrad would leave around 10 or 11. So then he started telling me I should go over for the night, but I knew mum wouldn't want that, because of the storm.
So I get this phone call, and its Jon. He's very LOUD and he goes "Oh.. hahahhaha. I didn't mean to call you! I WILL call you later though!"
So I just figured he was drunk. He generally gets loud when he's like that. So literally like.. 15 minutes later he called back, and tried to convince me to come over. I say no, and he goes "*sigh* Jess, you're killin' me." and onycha takes the phone and goes "You're KILLIN' ME! Jess, I'm the only sober kid at the party! You have to come over!"
I'm like.. "what party? whats going on?" it was only Jon, Anthony, Conrad and Onycha, and... yeah. I really, really wanted to go over at this point. It just sounded like FUN. So I convinced my mom into letting me go.. and I packed up, and went over.
When I got there, Jon wasn't really drunk at all. No one was, really. But they were all sitting around the table creating characters for Dungeons and Dragons. Which is a really, really long process when your dungeon master(conrad) (and everyone else) has no idea what they're doing, lol.
Near midnight, Jon started to get tired, they decided to stop.. and decided that Friday would be their designated D&D nights. And at first I was like "...seriously? Fridays D&D and Saturdays WoW? NOT COOL." I was literally pissed. But then I realized... fuck that... I'm going OVER on Fridays.
Seriously, once they understand what they're doing, I want to fucking play. D&D is badass. And just sitting around a table with those hilarious kids until 1am drinking minimal amounts of alcohol... IS there a better way to spend my friday nights? Probably NOT.
But yeah. It was just hilarious.
I felt bad at one point, because Jon went to kiss me but he smelled like beer, so I turned away and told him he smelled.. and everyone heard :( I felt bad, lol.
In the first one, we were at his dad's house, and I caught him smoking pot. And he threw it like, into a mug and started lying to my face about it. And eventually threw me out of the house, and broke up with me.
I dont remember the second one at ALL, except I know I was staying the night at his house IN REAL LIFE when it happened. So I was friggin' snuggling with him, and I woke up sad. Oh well.
Then last night, I was with him again, and I woke up from a sex dream about wade, lol. In my dream, I was calling Jon and saying "If I did something really disappointing.. would you want me to tell you?" and at that moment, real life Jon literally pounced on me, and woke me up. I know he was going to break up with me. So I figure, real life Jon saved my life, lol.
And just a disclaimer, it wasn't really a sex dream. I've never had one of those. But we had sex in my dream. In Jon's bed. And for some reason, Noni came in and started making fun of the way we were laying. Before she realized what was probably going on under the blankets, and she pulled them back. And I literally went all "Nooooniii nNNnnNNOOooOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" lol
It made me sad.
ANYWAY, so we woke up, Jon made us breakfast... I helped him clean it up, we cleaned off our cars, and he left for work.
I chilled out in his room all day, moved my car a few more times for Onycha... Jon came home on his lunch break, taught me a little bit about playing WoW... then I played for about 10 minutes, lol. Died... four times?
Then when onycha came home, I hung out with her for about an hour, just talking about the boys, the good old days, our families, what we want to do with our lives, etc.
I also spent most of my day reading Jon and my first conversations on AIM. We used to spend days apart of my accord. And he used to ask if I wanted company while I babysat. And he used to be upset when we couldnt talk. And... he just used to be adorable.
Don't get me wrong, he still is. But most of his romance is gone? I'm seriously considering spending less time with him, to make it more special. But... I love spending time with him anyway. Its special anyway. Just in different ways.
But so yeah, he came home and I was just all.. in a like... cute, romantic mood. And the poor guy, he came home running a fever :( So he was grouchy. He ate some dinner, I brought him some water and tea, set him up to WoW, and left. He had something he needed to get done thats going to take a few hours, so I wanted to make sure he'd be done fairly early... he needs his sleep.
So yeah, then I came home. I have to do laundryyyy. And take a showerrrr.
I took the most amazing picture of him tonight. I honestly have no idea what makes it so special. Seriously. But its like I looked at it when I got home... and I fell in love with him again. That picture... literally warmed my heart. Its intense.
ETA:
Oh yeah. lol So yesterday... I worked... then went to Christopher's birthday party.. and at this point I knew Jon was going to hang out with Conrad for the day, so I knew we wouldn't hang out. But for some reason, I was fine with it. Like, I wasnt even mopey. So I left the party to go pick up Cassidy, brought her BACK to the party, met Wassle and we headed off to Walmart where I bought a couple cell phone chargers (home and car) and some other assorted things.
Left walmart, and went home to get Cass.. brought her back to her house... and at around 9:30 Denise got home. I brought her back to my house where her car was, and she left... and I hung out in my room.
Jon texted me and told me to come over.. conrad would leave around 10 or 11. So then he started telling me I should go over for the night, but I knew mum wouldn't want that, because of the storm.
So I get this phone call, and its Jon. He's very LOUD and he goes "Oh.. hahahhaha. I didn't mean to call you! I WILL call you later though!"
So I just figured he was drunk. He generally gets loud when he's like that. So literally like.. 15 minutes later he called back, and tried to convince me to come over. I say no, and he goes "*sigh* Jess, you're killin' me." and onycha takes the phone and goes "You're KILLIN' ME! Jess, I'm the only sober kid at the party! You have to come over!"
I'm like.. "what party? whats going on?" it was only Jon, Anthony, Conrad and Onycha, and... yeah. I really, really wanted to go over at this point. It just sounded like FUN. So I convinced my mom into letting me go.. and I packed up, and went over.
When I got there, Jon wasn't really drunk at all. No one was, really. But they were all sitting around the table creating characters for Dungeons and Dragons. Which is a really, really long process when your dungeon master(conrad) (and everyone else) has no idea what they're doing, lol.
Near midnight, Jon started to get tired, they decided to stop.. and decided that Friday would be their designated D&D nights. And at first I was like "...seriously? Fridays D&D and Saturdays WoW? NOT COOL." I was literally pissed. But then I realized... fuck that... I'm going OVER on Fridays.
Seriously, once they understand what they're doing, I want to fucking play. D&D is badass. And just sitting around a table with those hilarious kids until 1am drinking minimal amounts of alcohol... IS there a better way to spend my friday nights? Probably NOT.
But yeah. It was just hilarious.
I felt bad at one point, because Jon went to kiss me but he smelled like beer, so I turned away and told him he smelled.. and everyone heard :( I felt bad, lol.