Dec 21, 2007 16:06
The other night I was on the phone with Jon, and he was like "You know what I realized today? I was just sitting there and I was like... 'Holy shit. I'm gonna miss Jess.'"
He's leaving tomorrow morninnnng. At 6:50am. I'm driving him and his brother in to the air port. I'm a little nervous because I had a dream once about trying to LEAVE an airport all alone after dropping someone off, and I got lost. lol I'm afraid of airports, its no lie. But still, he asked me, and I'm glad.
I think I'll end up picking them up too. Which kinda puts a damper on my surprising him at the airport.. but whatever. lol
They're actually coming home on the 26th. Which makes me happy, SURE... but Jon really wanted to stay a bit longer. I've already told him that while he's gone.. its going to be a different kind of missing him. Its not like he's playing WoW, or theres a snow storm. He's with his MOTHER, enjoying his holiday. So I want him to have fun, and I feel bad that he can't be there a bit longer like he wanted.
But oh well, nothing can be done about it now. He works on Thursday and Friday too, so that's good.
He got a bonus today! He's so excited! lol He's taking me to the movies after we go to Walmart. I STILL don't know why we're going to walmart although I've asked him...
But I'm glad he's taking me to the movies. Idk... it just shows me that he wants to spend time with me. Which of course I KNOW he does.. but... whatever. I like to be shown?
My face is so uncomfortable. Seriously. And I'm still awkwardly bloody so I wont let him kiss me. :( I dont know how I'll do without a goodbye kiss...
Anyway... yeah, he should be here in about 20 minutes. Soooo I'm out!
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