I like bagels.
But I like feeling good about myself MORE.
Jon has been working out again lately. And he wants me to help him out so I just check in on him, and ask him if he's done it today and stuff like that.
We were just kinda laying there today, talking about it, and I was like "What am I going to do when you're all muscle? You wont be very comfortable at ALL." And he nodded. I was like, "You will be?" and he nodded again. Then I was like "Then again.. if you're all muscle, I dont know how often we'll just be LAYING here..." and.. yeah, that came out wrong, lol. He could've been totally offended, but he took it well. I apologized for like 4 full minutes. He was totally cool though.
So later on we were talking about it again, and he got the urge to work out. Sooo I watched him, lol. It was really fun to watch. It got me all inspired... and such. And when he was cooling down, we just started talking about things that I could do. We started talking about diets, and how we could improve. We talked about setting goals kind of AGAINST each other. Like.. we're both going to try to lose 3 pounds between now, and when he gets back from Maryland. And if we both do it, great. But if only one of us does... well.. things will be really, really fun for them.
I dont know, I just think that NOT doing it alone will be good. I dont think he'll ever push me in an uncool way. He'll be supportive and stuff. And I really feel good about it this time.
My ultimate goal I think, is to lose another pant size. By then, I'll be a 16. That's so fucking intense. That's a size away from being 'average.'
If I lost another pant size... just.. holy shit. I cant imagine it. I'd be so thin. Seriously though. I feel so good about it.
Working off of Jon will really help me too. He pushes me to do the most that I can, instead of stopping when I could probably squeeze out another 3 or 5.
I'm just rambling now. I'm gonna go read my posts from LAST TIME I started this, then actually do this shit.
<3
Jon has been working out again lately. And he wants me to help him out so I just check in on him, and ask him if he's done it today and stuff like that.
We were just kinda laying there today, talking about it, and I was like "What am I going to do when you're all muscle? You wont be very comfortable at ALL." And he nodded. I was like, "You will be?" and he nodded again. Then I was like "Then again.. if you're all muscle, I dont know how often we'll just be LAYING here..." and.. yeah, that came out wrong, lol. He could've been totally offended, but he took it well. I apologized for like 4 full minutes. He was totally cool though.
So later on we were talking about it again, and he got the urge to work out. Sooo I watched him, lol. It was really fun to watch. It got me all inspired... and such. And when he was cooling down, we just started talking about things that I could do. We started talking about diets, and how we could improve. We talked about setting goals kind of AGAINST each other. Like.. we're both going to try to lose 3 pounds between now, and when he gets back from Maryland. And if we both do it, great. But if only one of us does... well.. things will be really, really fun for them.
I dont know, I just think that NOT doing it alone will be good. I dont think he'll ever push me in an uncool way. He'll be supportive and stuff. And I really feel good about it this time.
My ultimate goal I think, is to lose another pant size. By then, I'll be a 16. That's so fucking intense. That's a size away from being 'average.'
If I lost another pant size... just.. holy shit. I cant imagine it. I'd be so thin. Seriously though. I feel so good about it.
Working off of Jon will really help me too. He pushes me to do the most that I can, instead of stopping when I could probably squeeze out another 3 or 5.
I'm just rambling now. I'm gonna go read my posts from LAST TIME I started this, then actually do this shit.
<3