where are you

[jessbrit]

today i believe that i have just lost the closet person to me. I called his cell phone and someone else answered it and told me they found it on the side of the road. Then he explained that there was a really bad car wreck not to far from where they found his phone. He told me 3 people were rushed the hospital. I dont know if he is still alive or not. ive called almost every hospital near where he moved, i told him to leave tampa but no he wanted to see the hurricane. NOw im fearing the worst has happened and i just cry myself to sleep. my last words to him where i love you at least. why did you have to stay damn it. we were suppose to be together you were suppose to go to my sis' wedding with me everything was planned out and now this has happened. what am i suppose to do with out you. you hav a lil girl that well isnt biologically yours but should be.

if you are still alive please call me and let me know you are ok.