this should be enough...
i really dont know whats going on, though i wish i do. things lately havent been going as well as i thought they would have. everything was fine till valentines day. like it was the most amazing day and it was all fine, but then i needed to make a decision i wasnt ready to make. so i thought about it and i hurt someone i really didnt intend on hurting. im sure if the decision making was held out a little longer we wouldnt be going through all this shit right now. i want to be friends real bad but all i get when we talk is stuff about the past and i cant handle that. its horrible. i dont know what happened, but the friends thing doesnt seem to be working either. i dont get it. im so confused and walking by him in the hallway is soooo bad. i dont like pretending that i dont know who he is like we've never met before. thats not something i want to do. i dont know. i have to go think right now. just blah.
and i havent been working either. i went into super fresh today to talk to my shop stuart and she talked to becky and she called us back. she said its illegal for missy and i to only be working 4 hours and that we should have at least 12. so i dont know whats going on that. friends are gay except for some, and im getting sick. so right now its just not the best time to start shit with me. honestly.
and i havent been working either. i went into super fresh today to talk to my shop stuart and she talked to becky and she called us back. she said its illegal for missy and i to only be working 4 hours and that we should have at least 12. so i dont know whats going on that. friends are gay except for some, and im getting sick. so right now its just not the best time to start shit with me. honestly.