Aug 21, 2003 01:15
Lord in Heaven....
My album coming out has really done me good...
I was so exhausted & so run down....I cried alot
I missed my Friends & I missed Ashton
I was stuck alot of places with Nick
I cried alot
I was a nervous wreck
but Monday night...I sat down & I listened to it all the way through
and I cried again...but it was a good cry
I remembered how in Love I am with these songs
And how proud I am of myself
Even if no one were to buy it....
And it totally flopped
It's Diamond to me
And that's what matters
I'm proud of myself
I feel GOOD about myself
Dammit, & I'm going to enjoy this