Sad Lil Thing

[jessashoutbaby]

I don't know why, but I feel incredibly sad right now. I think I'm just having a bad day. I really feel like crying, and I'm not sure why. I think I miss my friends. I miss a lot of people.

i'm a sad lil thing
can't help it
the virus that eats through everything
positivity
turns to negativity
without ever asking me
if i would care for it to shift
or change
i hate feeling low
don't wanna go
back to that
so don't make me go
back to that
keep on running
just can't stop
my heart on one of those, anti-gravity wheels
at the county fair
just hoping
praying
it doesn't fall off
keep on movin' baby
keep on going
i can't stand to feel
my heart sinking and slowing.