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Well, i was just looking back at my entries from yesterday and the time caught my eye... i definitely did not post at 145 in the morning, it was more like 9ish... weird... the time is pretty much wrong on like all of my entries.
In other news, i was supposed to have rehearsal today, but can you guess what happened? I bet you can't. In case you reeeeeeally can't figure it out, it got cancelled. again. Big surprise. Why schedule rehearsal anyway? Its pointless, they just keep getting cancelled! And, i must add, its never my fault. Its always because my director is irresponsible, or my partner has things that come up that he always forgets about when we schedule rehearsal... Its called a PLANNER, people! Invest in one, it'll make your life and mine easier. But whatever. I had a talk with Trent last night and he told me to basically try not to worry about these things regarding the play that i can't control. He's right. All i can do is do the best i can. And that's what i'm going to put all my energy into. I'm going to try to not worry about how my partner is going to do, or if my director will actually get things done. I'm just going to focus on my performance and do the best that i can. The reason that i'm stressing out is because my parents are driving down just to see this, AND Trent is missing a day of class to see it AND Lauren and Brad are coming too, so i want it to be good. I want it to be worth it for them. But all i can do is try the best that i can.
I finished my 1831 essay, so that's good, and i got a little bit done on my theater essay, so stress level is going down. My eyebrows are still not looking good though... don't judge me! yikes. I wish i could stop that, and have pretty eyebrows again. I get one to looking semi-normal again, and then the other one goes to hell. This is a LOT harder than i thought. Must remember to keep my hands AWAY from my face. After i finish this theater paper (hopefully tonight) all i have left is to study for finals... i would really like to get a jump on that and not wait until the day before my final. That might also reduce my stress level as well. So, i guess i will get started on that tomorrow since i thought i would have rehearsal, but i dont. And I'll probably have nothing else to do until Trent comes down here around dinner time. Also, i gotta start packing up some stuff, clothes and other stuff that i don't need anymore so my parents can take it back with them on monday... i sure hope i can fit all of the rest of the stuff i need to take back in my tiny car! So if you see Stacy the RAV driving down the road on tuesday, dec. 12, slow as hell, please take pity upon her, because she's little and old and weighed down with all my crap. She tries very hard, she really does, and i'm so proud of my little baby, but even the addition of about 150 to 200 pounds slows her down. Bless her little heart.
In other news, i was supposed to have rehearsal today, but can you guess what happened? I bet you can't. In case you reeeeeeally can't figure it out, it got cancelled. again. Big surprise. Why schedule rehearsal anyway? Its pointless, they just keep getting cancelled! And, i must add, its never my fault. Its always because my director is irresponsible, or my partner has things that come up that he always forgets about when we schedule rehearsal... Its called a PLANNER, people! Invest in one, it'll make your life and mine easier. But whatever. I had a talk with Trent last night and he told me to basically try not to worry about these things regarding the play that i can't control. He's right. All i can do is do the best i can. And that's what i'm going to put all my energy into. I'm going to try to not worry about how my partner is going to do, or if my director will actually get things done. I'm just going to focus on my performance and do the best that i can. The reason that i'm stressing out is because my parents are driving down just to see this, AND Trent is missing a day of class to see it AND Lauren and Brad are coming too, so i want it to be good. I want it to be worth it for them. But all i can do is try the best that i can.
I finished my 1831 essay, so that's good, and i got a little bit done on my theater essay, so stress level is going down. My eyebrows are still not looking good though... don't judge me! yikes. I wish i could stop that, and have pretty eyebrows again. I get one to looking semi-normal again, and then the other one goes to hell. This is a LOT harder than i thought. Must remember to keep my hands AWAY from my face. After i finish this theater paper (hopefully tonight) all i have left is to study for finals... i would really like to get a jump on that and not wait until the day before my final. That might also reduce my stress level as well. So, i guess i will get started on that tomorrow since i thought i would have rehearsal, but i dont. And I'll probably have nothing else to do until Trent comes down here around dinner time. Also, i gotta start packing up some stuff, clothes and other stuff that i don't need anymore so my parents can take it back with them on monday... i sure hope i can fit all of the rest of the stuff i need to take back in my tiny car! So if you see Stacy the RAV driving down the road on tuesday, dec. 12, slow as hell, please take pity upon her, because she's little and old and weighed down with all my crap. She tries very hard, she really does, and i'm so proud of my little baby, but even the addition of about 150 to 200 pounds slows her down. Bless her little heart.