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WHAT IS WRONG WITH MEEEEEE? Its three fourty five in the morning and i have a final tomorrow at 11... i shouldn't be typing this but i am. I'm so awake right now and for the life of me i can't fall asleep. I tried to go to sleep around midnight tonight, and it felt like it took me a while to fall asleep. For some reason i woke up three hours later... ish... I was awake at three and since then i have not been able to fall back asleep! This sucks so bad! My mind will just not chill out long enough for me to go to sleep. When i try to concentrate on nothing, or think about nothing, i just can't. I keep envisioning things in my head, and i have all these songs in my head that keep running through my head. I'm trying to decide if listening to the songs will help or just make it worse. I think it'll make it worse so i don't really wanna do that. I've been tossing and turning in my bed for fortyfive minutes and finally i just got up, because i CANNOT FALL ASLEEP!!!
WHY, body, WHY?! You never do this to me. We usually love sleep. We sleep a lot. We go to bed early. We wake up nine hours later. It was a good system, and I LIKED IT, BODY. I just wish there was some way to turn off my brain! Stop thinking about things! I'll start thinking about my final tomorrow and then inadvertantly start going over information for it. And i'll start thinking about my final today which i just need to stop thinking about because its over! I can't stop thinking about the scary dream i had last night. My brain is just leaping from thing to thing like lightening and won't slow down! I hate this so much.
WHY, body, WHY?! You never do this to me. We usually love sleep. We sleep a lot. We go to bed early. We wake up nine hours later. It was a good system, and I LIKED IT, BODY. I just wish there was some way to turn off my brain! Stop thinking about things! I'll start thinking about my final tomorrow and then inadvertantly start going over information for it. And i'll start thinking about my final today which i just need to stop thinking about because its over! I can't stop thinking about the scary dream i had last night. My brain is just leaping from thing to thing like lightening and won't slow down! I hate this so much.