"Close friends are ok with driving around aimlessly together all night"~Emily
So I'm home for another weekend. I'll be here for Halloween too, but after that my parents won't bring me home for a couple weeks. I guess I'm ok with that. I mean, Thanksgiving isn't that far away and before I know it winter break will be here.
Emily and I spent most of last night driving around Quincy aimlessly. It actually wasnt that bad. Jen McCoy was supposed to come out but didnt, and we say Matt and Tom briefly but didnt feel like going to the pool hall with them. We got parts of our costumes. I got cute devil horns and a tail, and emily got this bitchin hat for her hooker costume. We decided that everyone in out group should dress up for Halloween this year and everyone's in on it. We just have to figure out where this party will take place. It will be fun.
I'm still not really sure what to do with my life at the moment. I guess I like NEC and all, but a large part of me feels that I can do better. The students joke that it's Not Even College, and it kinda seems true. The classes aren't that challenging and the school let in nearly all applicants. Nobody takes anything seriously. It kind of feels like high school. Since I decided not to play varsity hockey, I can't help but wonder what the hell I'm doing here. I'm looking at colleges to transfer to, but I don't know if I'll be able to go through with it. I'll keep ya posted.
I feel like a loser. Not to sound conceited, but guys hit on me ALL THE TIME at college and I NEVER do anything about it! I get scared and blow them off. Grr what the hell is wrong with me? I'm a mess.
I've decided that I'm cutting way back on weed/alchohol. Don't laugh, I'm serious. I'm not gonna stop completely yet, but I can't be doing this shit every night. I see what it does to people and I am not gonna let myself be sucked into that. I know I am better than that.
We were assigned a comparison/contrast essay in writing class, and I did mine comparing the X-Men movies vs the comics. I actually liked doing that assignment.
Ok this entry has definately gone on long enough. I will update next time I remember and have the energy. Later lj'ers.
Emily and I spent most of last night driving around Quincy aimlessly. It actually wasnt that bad. Jen McCoy was supposed to come out but didnt, and we say Matt and Tom briefly but didnt feel like going to the pool hall with them. We got parts of our costumes. I got cute devil horns and a tail, and emily got this bitchin hat for her hooker costume. We decided that everyone in out group should dress up for Halloween this year and everyone's in on it. We just have to figure out where this party will take place. It will be fun.
I'm still not really sure what to do with my life at the moment. I guess I like NEC and all, but a large part of me feels that I can do better. The students joke that it's Not Even College, and it kinda seems true. The classes aren't that challenging and the school let in nearly all applicants. Nobody takes anything seriously. It kind of feels like high school. Since I decided not to play varsity hockey, I can't help but wonder what the hell I'm doing here. I'm looking at colleges to transfer to, but I don't know if I'll be able to go through with it. I'll keep ya posted.
I feel like a loser. Not to sound conceited, but guys hit on me ALL THE TIME at college and I NEVER do anything about it! I get scared and blow them off. Grr what the hell is wrong with me? I'm a mess.
I've decided that I'm cutting way back on weed/alchohol. Don't laugh, I'm serious. I'm not gonna stop completely yet, but I can't be doing this shit every night. I see what it does to people and I am not gonna let myself be sucked into that. I know I am better than that.
We were assigned a comparison/contrast essay in writing class, and I did mine comparing the X-Men movies vs the comics. I actually liked doing that assignment.
Ok this entry has definately gone on long enough. I will update next time I remember and have the energy. Later lj'ers.