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Jun 14, 2004 19:30

After all you put me through you'd think I'd dispise you but in the end I wanna thank you 'Cause you made that much stronger.Well I thought I knew you, thinking that you were true guess I couldn't trust you, called your bluff, time is up
'cause I've had enough.You were there by my side, always down for the ride but your joy ride just came down in flames
'cause your greed sold me out in shame. After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that I hold resentment for you.But oh no, you're wrong'cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do,I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through.So I wanna say thank you'cause it makes me that much stronger, makes me work a little bit harder, It makes me that much wiser. So thanks for making me a fighter. Made me learn a little bit faster, made my skin a little bit thicker it makes me that much smarter so thanks for making me a fighter.
Never saw it coming, all of your backstabbing just so you could cash in on a good thing before I'd realized your game.
I heard you're going around playin' the victim now but don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame 'cause you dug your own grave. After all of the fights and the lies, yes your wanting to HURT me but that won't work anymore. It's over
'cause if it wasn't for all of your torture I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down.
How could this man I thought I knew turn out to be unjust so cruel? Could only see the good in you, pretended not to see the truth. You tried to hide yourself through living in denial
but in the end you'll see YOU WON'T STOP ME! I am a fighter and I'm not gonna stop. There is no turning back I'VE HAD ENOUGH! Thought I would forget but I remember Thought I would forget but yes, I'll remember!
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(What do you do when you know something's bad for you
but you still can't let go?)
I was naive, your love was like candy artificially sweet, I was deceived by the wrapping.Got caught in your web and I learned how to bleed I was prey in your bed and devoured completely.
And it hurts my soul cause I can't let go. All these walls are caving in, I can't stop my suffering.I hate to show that I lost control cause I keep going right back to the one thing that I need to walk away from.I need to get away from you, need to walk away from you get away, walk away.I should have known that I was used for amusement. Couldn't see through the smoke, it was all an illusion.Now I've been licking my wounds, but the venom seeps deeper. We both can seduce, but darlin' you hold me prisoner. I'm about to break, I can't stop this ache I'm addicted to your allure, and I'm fiendin' for a cure. Every step I take leads to one mistake I keep going right back to the one thing that I need.I can't mend this torn state I'm in. Getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve the pain of this slow burn and everywhere I turn, I keep going right back to the one thing that I need to walk away from.I need to get away from you, need to walk away from you.
Every time I try to grasp for air I am smothered in despair.
It's never over.Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare,I let out a silent prayer, let it be over.Inside I'm screaming, begging, pleading, no more. Now what to do, my heart has been bruised. So sad but it's true, each beat reminds me of you.
I am getting away from you, walking away from you.
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