Aug 14, 2004 19:01
thats it im fucking done.
im going to do this for myself and not any one else. no one esle cares.
i try to be a better kid. i try to not get in trouble. i told my rents all the kids i hang out with now are straight edge...
so my friend called me today and i told him i wasnt drinking or ne thing ne more. my rents over hear the convo we have and then say to me while he is on the phone that they r going to kill him if they meet him cuz i drank with him one night. i am so sick of being humiliated by my rents. my dad was like straight edge my ass.. then proceeded to tell me how unimportant i am to everything and everyone... great I LOVE THAT!...
all i want to do is be a good kid. so i am trying to change my ways. i am sick of getting in trouble. i hate it.
why cant they love me for me? im so sick of it. i want them to die
yeah everyone might think thats horrible but i really dont give a shit. i have horrible parents. i try to please them but it doesnt work. fuck this . screw them.
im doing this for me.
fuck you mom and dad