all i want to do is grow old with you
ash spent the night last night. we watched girl interrupted.... that was such a good movie.
talked to nick all night again. that was nice. i love that boy.
then woke up came to ashs with her and devin. hung out. james came over. hung out..... charlie came over. fun fun fun. we all hung out. then me and charlie went to my house os i could finish some cleaning shit and then we went to work. then ash came up there and we all hung out. i worked and talked to ash. work was easy as hell today.
then charlie came back to egt me and ash and greenfield came over to give a big what up to us... that was nothing short of funny as shit... wow that kid is outta control. haha.
me and ash and charlie went to rent THE WEDDING SINGER! BEST MOVIE EVER!. charlie left in the middle. LAME!
now me and ash are hanging out. its sweet.
sometimes i wonder if this is all just a joke or a lie... i liek to think its not. i know you care and you love me.... i guess i am being selfish in that i want you all for myself... and i know i cant have that right now. i guess i'll jsut have to wait it out and see what happens in the near future.... wating isnt fun.... but i guess i'd wait forever.
+jes-sick-a+
you dont know how much i need you
when your near me i dont feel blue
And when we kiss I know that you need me too.
I can't believe I found a love that's so pure and true.
But it all was bullshit.
It was a fucking joke.
And when I think of you and I,
I hope you fucking choke.
I hope you're glad with what you've done to me.
I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy.
You left me here all alone, tears running constantly.
Oh somebody kill me please,
somebody kill me plee-ase,
I'm on my knees,
pretty pretty please kill me.
I want to die.
Put a bullet in my head.
talked to nick all night again. that was nice. i love that boy.
then woke up came to ashs with her and devin. hung out. james came over. hung out..... charlie came over. fun fun fun. we all hung out. then me and charlie went to my house os i could finish some cleaning shit and then we went to work. then ash came up there and we all hung out. i worked and talked to ash. work was easy as hell today.
then charlie came back to egt me and ash and greenfield came over to give a big what up to us... that was nothing short of funny as shit... wow that kid is outta control. haha.
me and ash and charlie went to rent THE WEDDING SINGER! BEST MOVIE EVER!. charlie left in the middle. LAME!
now me and ash are hanging out. its sweet.
sometimes i wonder if this is all just a joke or a lie... i liek to think its not. i know you care and you love me.... i guess i am being selfish in that i want you all for myself... and i know i cant have that right now. i guess i'll jsut have to wait it out and see what happens in the near future.... wating isnt fun.... but i guess i'd wait forever.
+jes-sick-a+
you dont know how much i need you
when your near me i dont feel blue
And when we kiss I know that you need me too.
I can't believe I found a love that's so pure and true.
But it all was bullshit.
It was a fucking joke.
And when I think of you and I,
I hope you fucking choke.
I hope you're glad with what you've done to me.
I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy.
You left me here all alone, tears running constantly.
Oh somebody kill me please,
somebody kill me plee-ase,
I'm on my knees,
pretty pretty please kill me.
I want to die.
Put a bullet in my head.