its all in your head
I have been so stressed lately… I am hoping this weekend will cheer me up when I get to see nick. I know it will but god I need it to come fast.
Today was my first day at planet suntan. It was easy and boring. I had a 10 minute break and I got sushi. It was yummy in my tummy. I wanted to fall asleep the whole day though. Good god. But oh well I am making money for not doing anything at all which is pretty sick I guess.
Chilly came to get me from work and we went to Chick-Fil-A and then to Chelly’s house then to taco bell and then to school. I didn’t have a ride to dinner break tonight so Amy face dropped me off at mellow and my nice dad came and brought me back to school on time… wow I was on time. Now way. Yeah … believe it.
I am so sick of school and the people here. It is nothing but white trash, rednecks, and maybe 5 people I can stand. Good lord. Get me the fuck out of here. I cant wait to go back to day school next year and graduate early. Thanks to my online classes hopefully all will go accordingly to plan. Bitches.
I am so sick of my mother. She is driving me insane. I want to get out. So much to say but I don’t want to type it. And I would rather not share all of my details with the world. Oh well... only a year left.
I want salad… bad. now. And ice cream… coffee ice cream.
I got sauce packets today from taco bell form chelly that made me laugh. They are the only thing keeping me happy right now. I swear… I have like 3 good friends and a great boyfriend….
Where did all of my other friends go? What about the ones I hung with all winter break and Christmas break?
I had this horrible dream the other day that all of my friends hated me minus one kid. It was sad. I think its cuz I haven’t seen ne one ne more.
Fuck.
I was informed last night that Blink 182 broke up… WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!?!?!?! Fuck that. That’s gay. Yeah blink you go ahead and have fun with your family. That makes us all sad.
Damnit.
Goooooooooddddnnniiiigggghhhhttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
+Jessica Lynn Sanders+
Today was my first day at planet suntan. It was easy and boring. I had a 10 minute break and I got sushi. It was yummy in my tummy. I wanted to fall asleep the whole day though. Good god. But oh well I am making money for not doing anything at all which is pretty sick I guess.
Chilly came to get me from work and we went to Chick-Fil-A and then to Chelly’s house then to taco bell and then to school. I didn’t have a ride to dinner break tonight so Amy face dropped me off at mellow and my nice dad came and brought me back to school on time… wow I was on time. Now way. Yeah … believe it.
I am so sick of school and the people here. It is nothing but white trash, rednecks, and maybe 5 people I can stand. Good lord. Get me the fuck out of here. I cant wait to go back to day school next year and graduate early. Thanks to my online classes hopefully all will go accordingly to plan. Bitches.
I am so sick of my mother. She is driving me insane. I want to get out. So much to say but I don’t want to type it. And I would rather not share all of my details with the world. Oh well... only a year left.
I want salad… bad. now. And ice cream… coffee ice cream.
I got sauce packets today from taco bell form chelly that made me laugh. They are the only thing keeping me happy right now. I swear… I have like 3 good friends and a great boyfriend….
Where did all of my other friends go? What about the ones I hung with all winter break and Christmas break?
I had this horrible dream the other day that all of my friends hated me minus one kid. It was sad. I think its cuz I haven’t seen ne one ne more.
Fuck.
I was informed last night that Blink 182 broke up… WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!?!?!?! Fuck that. That’s gay. Yeah blink you go ahead and have fun with your family. That makes us all sad.
Damnit.
Goooooooooddddnnniiiigggghhhhttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
+Jessica Lynn Sanders+