wow
so it has been a really long time since i posted. i guess im busier then i think sometimes. well last we heard i was just getting to germany and settling down.
Ive been here now for a just nearly 10 months. Its been crazy.. the time has had its ups and downs but the majority are ups. I really miss home sometimes. mainly the family and the friends i became so close to. I cant remember the last time i spoke with my Elena and JessE. I was thinking back to my younger years and i dont think they could have been better.
Its funny the day you realize you have grown up. Either you are getting on with a normal day and some 'young punk' is acting like you were and it just drives you crazy. Or the situations you use to jump right into without thought are now weighed on this new "pro and con" scale that somehow sneaked into your head. Theres also the new feeling of regret, excessive sympathy, truely loving someone without fault and realizeing exactly what that means.... then getting hurt by it, going to bed early so you can function at work the next day, thrift savings plans, plannin to get your own house, paying off a bill you irresponsibly started, having goals!, getting excited the day your credit score hit over 700, not being able to wait for tax season and dreading X-mas........Or maybe the day you realised that you are living your own life... out of the parents house and forming a life and job that you wouldnt trade for the world. Ive experienced all of the above.. especially since moving out of the states.
wow, anyhow! enough of that. Im doing good.. single as usual, but also as happy and crazy as usual too. Ive found good friends here and theres lots to keep a girl busy. i guess i havent figured everything out haha. Looking forward to finding out where im going next. AND im planning a trip home in feb. for my 21st b-day.. (not that i havent been drinking since i got here}.
much love and keep in touch.
-jess
Ive been here now for a just nearly 10 months. Its been crazy.. the time has had its ups and downs but the majority are ups. I really miss home sometimes. mainly the family and the friends i became so close to. I cant remember the last time i spoke with my Elena and JessE. I was thinking back to my younger years and i dont think they could have been better.
Its funny the day you realize you have grown up. Either you are getting on with a normal day and some 'young punk' is acting like you were and it just drives you crazy. Or the situations you use to jump right into without thought are now weighed on this new "pro and con" scale that somehow sneaked into your head. Theres also the new feeling of regret, excessive sympathy, truely loving someone without fault and realizeing exactly what that means.... then getting hurt by it, going to bed early so you can function at work the next day, thrift savings plans, plannin to get your own house, paying off a bill you irresponsibly started, having goals!, getting excited the day your credit score hit over 700, not being able to wait for tax season and dreading X-mas........Or maybe the day you realised that you are living your own life... out of the parents house and forming a life and job that you wouldnt trade for the world. Ive experienced all of the above.. especially since moving out of the states.
wow, anyhow! enough of that. Im doing good.. single as usual, but also as happy and crazy as usual too. Ive found good friends here and theres lots to keep a girl busy. i guess i havent figured everything out haha. Looking forward to finding out where im going next. AND im planning a trip home in feb. for my 21st b-day.. (not that i havent been drinking since i got here}.
much love and keep in touch.
-jess