Sep 27, 2004 21:57
What does it really mean to be anti-social? You hear the term all the time. People say it to their friends..."Hey stop being all anti-social and come on." As if because you're feeling down you no longer know how to have fun.
I've just been wondering lately because I've been finding myself saying that I'm just going to become anti-social. I wonder if I use the term too lightly. I'm really just saying man I'm so sick of everyone's crap that I don't even want to talk or associate with anyone anymore. Can you really just become anti-social because you want to or is it really just how some people are? hmmmm
Well hurricane jeanne finally passed through and luckily it wasn't as bad as last time. We got our power back in less than 48 hours. I had nothing to do at night without electricity except to think. I actually kept thinking of things I wanted to write about on here but now I can't even really remember anything.
I finished reading Smack last night. That book has made me think about heroin quite a bit. After taking that drug do all of your troubles just go away? Do you really just become happy cuz none of your worries exist anymore? I can't really put into words really what I'm trying to say. It's just making me think quite a bit...I don't know...drugs have always intrigued me. Their effects on the brain, how they work, what they make u do and feel. It's just crazy. Whether or not I would do them, I don't really know. I feel different ways at different times.
How many of you have actually done drugs?...especially any of the serious ones (such as heroin etc) and how did they effect you? (prolly not many who read my lj)