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ill never be happy. every time i start to distance myself from the feelings i have for her... i realize she is my only friend. watching her be with anyone else-even if they were treating her right- is torture. torture. and even when i think im not in love with her. she gives me that smile. and i know. everything i could ever need... everything i could ever want... everything that i could be is right behind her smile. and ill never be whole again.