Stupid livejournal always being my outlet

[jessa_cutesuper]

I don't understand why i am not good enough for you? Why am i not pretty enough for you? You hook up with everyone else around me. Maybe when i am married you will actually want me? Who knows, i would even be fine with being that girl who you hook up with but never actually want a relationship with. who knows?

Goals:
1. Get atleast 2 As this quarter
2. Lose weight/build muscle
3. Act more like a guy
4. save money
5. figure things out