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I'm becoming slightly annoyed by the fact that he is consistantly flirting with her. I've brought it up to him a few times, and he says "I don't realize it's happening, we're just talking"... or my favorite "She only works a day or so with me during the week". So what... you know it aggravates me... and I've told you on several occasions that it does. So don't get pissed off at me when I ignore you after you've been stuck up her asshole all morning. It's like now that he and I started dating, I hardly exist at work anymore. Maybe I'm jealous... that he's giving her more attention at work than he does me now, but who cares... I mean? Maybe I'm just being paranoid because of the whole Ben thing. But when he says to me "she has a boyfriend" its almost like he's saying "but if she didn't I'd be all up in her business". It's like WTF? I don't know... we went from seeing each other pretty frequently... to now just seeing each other a few days a week... if that. And staying together only Friday and Sunday nights... :-\ I will not do this again... I just don't have the strength to do it again... not with anybody. Last night, he completely forgot I was at his house, and left me upstairs with the dogs while he went downstairs to play his xbox. His brother Nick comes out of his room and he's like "Where's Damian" and I was like "I think he went downstairs... he's been there for awhile now" So his brother and I watched some cheesy horror movie called Andre the butcher. It was like a porno horror movie. It was so stupid, yet funny. I'm trying... you know I've been trying so hard to just let things fall into place... but if he's going to pull this shit already, then I don't want anything to do with it. It amazes me how he said "he loves me"... yet he does shit like forget about me... ::shakes head:: If I wanted this shit I'd be back with Ben...