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Today was one of those days where I felt like picking a fight with anybody, and everybody again. I've had a lot of those lately. I don't know why. But anyways. Damian and I went out to dinner tonight at Ruby Tuesdays, and we were talking about this waitress that he was checking out or whatever, and I was like if you cheat on me I'll kill you... and he blurts out "you didn't kill Ben".... LIKE THAT'S SUPPOSED TO MAKE IT OKAY FOR HIM TO DO IT???? WTF? I'm so angry at him for that... and that he thinks he can joke about Ben and I... and what happened with Ben and I. Maybe he means well by the joking, because they laughter is the best medicine to get over something, but I just don't find it very funny. And when I talked to him tonight online about this, he got all upset and thought I meant he was doing this as a way to purposely hurt me. And I NEVER said that. All I want is for him to tell me he's not going to joke about Ben and I, or use what happened against Ben and I against me.... I didn't think it was that hard to ask.
I just want to cry
I just want to cry