vacation
Vacations are supposed to relaxing, easy, and fun. Unfortunatly the first few days of mine weren't so great. Ben and I ended up fighting the entire beginning of the week... but it's over now. All of it. I'm pretty sure our friendship is as well. As much as I would love to conitnue having a friendship with him, I know that it's going to be really difficult for the both of us. Considering all we've gone through in just the few weeks that he's been home. There have been some pretty not so nice things said. I wish him the best. And that's really all I can do for him from this point on.
I can't really say my vacation sucked thus far though... last night I went to a Seadogs game with panpan, nicole and micheal (yes the hippy). We had a really good time. Nicole and I got really into the game, and were screaming. Stupid seadogs, both times they almost had a grandslam... the freaking ump called it foul. assholes. they lost 3-4. It was nice to be out with somebody other then Ben as well. Mike was pretty touchy feely again, and this time it didn't really bother me. I've decided I'm just going to sort of try this whole "dating" thing that people talk about. Not really settle with anybody... but still see people. Does that make sense? It'll probably be a little while before I get back into an actual relationship. And there are some fences that I need to mend along the way before hand. Such as with my uncle... I've pretty much blown him off the past two years that Ben and I have been together. And I feel like a huge asshole for that. im pretty sure i have next sunday off... so I'm going to ask Danny if he wants to go to funtown for the day. Tonight I'm going to see World Trade Center with Damian. Tomorrow I'm going up to Shauna's in the afternoon... and coming home early Friday morning when she goes to work. Then I think Friday Rachael and I are going to do something... Saturday Ive got to finish up all this laundry and get myself ready to go back to work on Sunday. I think Matt starts this week. :) Not that I'm excited about that or anything. lol.
Have a good week everybody! It's so nice out... get out and enjoy the weather.