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Good morning, one and all! Jesse's up early for a trip to Billings to get cheap groceries and force Ryan to buy me lunch while he's in town for the holidays. Christmas through New Years. Hard to believe it'll be 2010 in less than a week. That decade went FAST. I can still remember the turn of the millennium, spending the night at school for what turned out to be an incredibly lame millennium party, the highlight of which was a laughably inept fireworks show that ended up blasting my leg with a wayward flaming projectile. It....wasn't funny at the time, but in retrospect, hilarious.
I've actually been feeling very empowered lately. I feel at peace with my social awkwardness, like it's just a fact of life, something that will always be there, but something I can also overcome to a degree. And if I could make the move today, I think I would. Of course, that's wildly unfeasible. But still, come spring/summer (at this point it mostly just depends on when I have enough money saved up, as I haven't been working for Grandma much lately and, of course, I still need to eat), I currently genuinely think I'll be capable of doing it. Sure, there'll be an awkward period of adjustment, and it'll probably take awhile to find a job I'm actually able to do, but I think I can do it. It'll definitely be helpful to have someone who has similar problems, and knows more or less what I'm going through there. Thank you, Jim. Thank you so much...
So....yeah. Jesse's hopeful. And hungry. And it's time to leave, so I guess I'll see you guys later!
I've actually been feeling very empowered lately. I feel at peace with my social awkwardness, like it's just a fact of life, something that will always be there, but something I can also overcome to a degree. And if I could make the move today, I think I would. Of course, that's wildly unfeasible. But still, come spring/summer (at this point it mostly just depends on when I have enough money saved up, as I haven't been working for Grandma much lately and, of course, I still need to eat), I currently genuinely think I'll be capable of doing it. Sure, there'll be an awkward period of adjustment, and it'll probably take awhile to find a job I'm actually able to do, but I think I can do it. It'll definitely be helpful to have someone who has similar problems, and knows more or less what I'm going through there. Thank you, Jim. Thank you so much...
So....yeah. Jesse's hopeful. And hungry. And it's time to leave, so I guess I'll see you guys later!