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wow.
so how long has it been?
too long, dude.
almost a year.
and guess what tomorrow is???
yup. you've guessed it.
MY BIRTHDAY!!
& I turn 18, dude.
how crazy is that??
I never thought
I would say,
"I'm turning 18 tomorrow."
It's always been,
"Oh, I'm turning 12,"
or 13, or 16, or 17.
NOT 18!!
Omg. Cannot believe it.
So I'm here,
living at my sisters.
For now, of course.
Then I have to move back
with my parents for awhile,
then move back in
with my sister
after graduation.
Dude. GRADUATION!!
That's like in 5 months.
Since when did this
all happen??
There's no more
older bullies,
no more hating the oldies.
Because now
WE'RE the oldies.
We're OLD.
Everyone looks
up to us,
whether we like it
or not.
Since when did we
become role models??
I can't believe how
FAST my highschool years
have gone.
And now I have a
bofriend too, now!
This is all just too
crazy...too crazy
to be real.
Chris is amazing,
you have no idea.
He makes me feel so
special. So ALIVE.
And whenever I'm with him,
I get all these
butterflies in my
stomach.
Oh gosh, especially
when he holds me.
That is just SUCH a nice
feeling.
And whenever
we stare at each other,
I just have to turn
away because he
always makes me blush.
Every moment with
him is absolutely great,
even if it's just a few minutes.
I just can't believe
he's leaving the
end of January.
And for FIVE months!!
What am I going to do
without him??
I mean, we have all
these GREAT memories
together,
but then what?
He's going away!
I would OF COURSE
stay true to him...
always, but I'm
going to be SO lonely.
And I know
I'm going to be
all sad.
Who's going to be there
for me?
sigh..
man, now I want to see him.
haha.
I want to see my baby
<3
so how long has it been?
too long, dude.
almost a year.
and guess what tomorrow is???
yup. you've guessed it.
MY BIRTHDAY!!
& I turn 18, dude.
how crazy is that??
I never thought
I would say,
"I'm turning 18 tomorrow."
It's always been,
"Oh, I'm turning 12,"
or 13, or 16, or 17.
NOT 18!!
Omg. Cannot believe it.
So I'm here,
living at my sisters.
For now, of course.
Then I have to move back
with my parents for awhile,
then move back in
with my sister
after graduation.
Dude. GRADUATION!!
That's like in 5 months.
Since when did this
all happen??
There's no more
older bullies,
no more hating the oldies.
Because now
WE'RE the oldies.
We're OLD.
Everyone looks
up to us,
whether we like it
or not.
Since when did we
become role models??
I can't believe how
FAST my highschool years
have gone.
And now I have a
bofriend too, now!
This is all just too
crazy...too crazy
to be real.
Chris is amazing,
you have no idea.
He makes me feel so
special. So ALIVE.
And whenever I'm with him,
I get all these
butterflies in my
stomach.
Oh gosh, especially
when he holds me.
That is just SUCH a nice
feeling.
And whenever
we stare at each other,
I just have to turn
away because he
always makes me blush.
Every moment with
him is absolutely great,
even if it's just a few minutes.
I just can't believe
he's leaving the
end of January.
And for FIVE months!!
What am I going to do
without him??
I mean, we have all
these GREAT memories
together,
but then what?
He's going away!
I would OF COURSE
stay true to him...
always, but I'm
going to be SO lonely.
And I know
I'm going to be
all sad.
Who's going to be there
for me?
sigh..
man, now I want to see him.
haha.
I want to see my baby
<3