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It never gets easier.
I am a mess. I am a mess every goddamn day anymore. I sit at my desk at work and cry. I go home and cry. Even at larp I walk into the woods and cry or sit in a bathroom stall and cry. My life is a series of crying spells that is punctuated by bullshit.
I hate this. I want to die. I want to find the courage to do it.
I am a mess. I am a mess every goddamn day anymore. I sit at my desk at work and cry. I go home and cry. Even at larp I walk into the woods and cry or sit in a bathroom stall and cry. My life is a series of crying spells that is punctuated by bullshit.
I hate this. I want to die. I want to find the courage to do it.