Breaking up is hard to do, ayuh.
So, yeah, as a few of you know, and more of you don't, I broke up with Derek last Thursday. It sucked, and I'm doubting if a friendship can be salvaged from all of it, but I felt like it was the appropriate thing to do. There were more instances of him hanging out with his friends and group-a-girl friends, and I didn't feel included, and I was tired of the emotional drain I devoted to that issue. He is cute and nice and our music tastes coincide to an extent. I just... didn't feel a connection with him that I felt it worth it to continue dating him. As Michelle pointed out, part of the reason I felt hesitant ending things was that I don't want to be lonely. Which is entirely true. It's not like I have someone to date next, I'm the odd woman out!
Well, I have now spent 3 days in Maine! The East coast, man, exciting. It's all very drab and wintry here, but that's to be expected, I suppose. My parent's new house is cozy, and we share it with some crazy neighbors. The woman believes that we're tapping the phone lines and breaking the pipes in the house. Yells at the guy she's living with about us and at him... has also called the cops on my parents TWICE. I keep creeping myself out and expect her to be peering at us from the window with a knife any of these days. That's what I get for lovin' Stephen King books!
Speaking of which (my transitions? Smooth as buttah), we live extremely close to him, like, less than a quarter mile away. From Stephen King!!! He has a cool three story house, and apparantly a gate with a spider-web appearance (it was dark so I couldn't see it, but that's what my sis tells me).
So, yes, me and Amy are living it up, getting up around noon, watching lots and lots of TV. Driving 'round, doing some shopping... Saw Ocean's 12, fine entertainment. Playing card games with the parents...
Well... huh... I thought I would have more to write about, but I actually do notl. And, I thought I had stories to tell, but I can't remember them! Ah well. Amy and I get our hair done tomorrow, so that is something this girl is looking forward to! Going back to my red roots and a shorter cut. Tired of this shoulder-length crap. Alright, back to elimidate. It has lowered the bar even further this time, we feel like it's gone soft-core with these guys hosing down the lady and her posing in provocative positions like there's no tomorrow.
P.S. NO, I am NOT going to a tanning bed with Amy. Why are you even asking me?! Sheesh!