X.you were from a perfect world.x

[jess_lynn13]

Shannon:

I've never felt so alive. I've never felt so happy. I've never felt so loved. And its all because of you. You've changed everything. My very perspective of life even. No one ever cared, no one ever loved me, until you came along. I'm still amazed at how you can tolerate me sometimes ;]. I think about you all the time, its like i can't

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[bluenside2007]

umm to be a guy and tough and not say how i feel? Or be the emoish kid i am and tell you how i feel?

How i feel...duh!

Jessica, angel, I dunno what to say to this, i am lost for words, i love you with all my heart and would never hurt you, i would never dream of it!

You're just gorgeous and perfect in every way i've dreamed of the person i would fall in love with to be.

I don't care who i am around or when or where i will stop and kiss you and tell you i love you infront of anyone and everyone totally ignoring them for it would be only you i loved and cared about. I would do anything to keep your love near me, as your love is near my heart always, i can't sleep thinking about you, i smile when you pop into my mind, and a tear comes to me when i think of being without your love.

I know this is last and i am sorry but it took me forever to think of some of the write words to use and none of them worked, so i am writing this off the top of my head and from my heart so it is the purest way to tell you i love you and need you.

And i am more than glad i've helped make your life better love, if your life has gotten even a small about better compared to mine it is true nirvana and i am so glad i could help put you there. I only ask that you be open minded, tell me what you dream/feel/want/need/desire everything, do waht your heart tells you, and be free, i never want to be a burden to you or keep you down from waht you want to do, and now the words in me are running too long as i could go on forever.

TTYL my little emo angel, i love you so much....

[jess_lynn13]

i prefer the gorgeous emo boy* that i fell in love with, so i guess i'm lucky thats what you chose to do.

i know you wouldn't hurt me, and i'm so thankful for that. i've given you my heart and you may do whatever you please to it, as long as you know its totally completely and only yours.

Your absolutely gorgeous too!! And might i add perfect in every way!! but like you say, we make each other perfect.

thats how i feel too, i don't care who's looking, i wouldn't care if you stopped me in walmart and kissed me, or in front of my family, or in front of mine or your friends. because at that moment they wouldn't exist. the only people i would even realize being there would be you and me, and thats how it seems to be every time it does happen.

your so amazing. once you enter my thoughts i can't get you out of them ((not like i've ever tried)). i try to will myself to dream about you at night, but it doesn't really seem to work that well. so i guess its a good thing that it takes me about 15 minutes to fall asleep because i want to stay up longer and think about you.

i find myself thinking a lot in keyboarding, about how crazy this is, how i just randomly talked to you on Ambyr's livejournal and you just happened to message me on icq. And when i ran into you at walmart on accident, that was so fantastic and funny and everything it was just so great. And i hugged you and i didn't want it to end but i let go first and i regret that now, i wish i had just stayed there for as long as i could have...
And how at the play nothing really happened until time to go and that had to be the best night of my life at that point in time, it just felt so right.
and how we've progressed since then, how we've gotten closer than before and how we've continued to allow our love for each other to grow..
just so amazing.

You've never, and will never be a burden to me. Ever.
The only thing that i do want/need/desire is you <333
And mine has turned out to be extremely long also, yet there is so much more that i could say!!

and i love you also shannon, i really do♥