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well i feel like shit right now. I jut got off the phone with one of my best friends (he will remain nameless but you noe who you are), and he admitted to me his arms look like teeny-goths arms, all hacked up and if he tried to slash his arms again he'd have to go on his leg because there's no more room on his arm...and Daniels going through his suicidal, self-loathing phase again too. So once again im watching my friends hurt themselves because they don't want me to help yet they confide in me what they do, which is fair enough, coz now i can be more aware of how they feel.
On another note Cody and I are doing just great, thankyou very much. He just celebrated his 20th birthday and seems to be wanting to move on to the next chapter in his life, (ie, get married :p) well hmmm, he told me he can't love anyone else and won't love anyone else apart from me and told me i'm the only thing he's loved more than anything he's ever known, so hello *wink* i think it must be true love. i'm just waiting to finish grade 12 and get more money before we move in together and start a life together and nothing will ever seperate us or break us ever again. I noe we've had major fights and a terrible breakup but everytime we seem to work things out and be even more in love with eachother, we fought last week because this chick lenny was trying top get with him and followed him wherever he went, and when he refused to do anything with her she got all pissed off about it, then apparantly tried to rub my friends boyfriend, Elliott's dick, and she has a boyfriend too *raises eyebrows* (too bad i hardly have any). We'll pathetic people and petty arguments arn't worth worrying over, Cody loves me and I love him <3. OOO and i also dyed my hair blonde, looks great too.
On another note Cody and I are doing just great, thankyou very much. He just celebrated his 20th birthday and seems to be wanting to move on to the next chapter in his life, (ie, get married :p) well hmmm, he told me he can't love anyone else and won't love anyone else apart from me and told me i'm the only thing he's loved more than anything he's ever known, so hello *wink* i think it must be true love. i'm just waiting to finish grade 12 and get more money before we move in together and start a life together and nothing will ever seperate us or break us ever again. I noe we've had major fights and a terrible breakup but everytime we seem to work things out and be even more in love with eachother, we fought last week because this chick lenny was trying top get with him and followed him wherever he went, and when he refused to do anything with her she got all pissed off about it, then apparantly tried to rub my friends boyfriend, Elliott's dick, and she has a boyfriend too *raises eyebrows* (too bad i hardly have any). We'll pathetic people and petty arguments arn't worth worrying over, Cody loves me and I love him <3. OOO and i also dyed my hair blonde, looks great too.