better
okay, so i'm doing A LOT better, thank goodness.
on another note, dude...MTV true life eating disorders. gross. no matter how much i bitch about my body, i don't ever want to puke up my food or stop eating so i look like a fucking 12 year old girl. screw that shit. i'm healthy and i like my body and my boyfriend LOVES my body. i just need to remember this so when i bitch about my tummy later, i can read this and remember how disgusting the blue plastic box full of puke was. BLEH! and these people have NO idea what they're doing to their bodies. they're KILLING themselves, and they just don't care. i want to shake them! grrrrrrrrr
anywho, i sure didn't get shit done today. ridiculous. but hey, i'll just be bustin' my balls lata. i'm just happy that i'm in a better mood now. :) YAY! and Jason will be here TOMORROW!!!!! that is SOOOO exciting!
on another note, dude...MTV true life eating disorders. gross. no matter how much i bitch about my body, i don't ever want to puke up my food or stop eating so i look like a fucking 12 year old girl. screw that shit. i'm healthy and i like my body and my boyfriend LOVES my body. i just need to remember this so when i bitch about my tummy later, i can read this and remember how disgusting the blue plastic box full of puke was. BLEH! and these people have NO idea what they're doing to their bodies. they're KILLING themselves, and they just don't care. i want to shake them! grrrrrrrrr
anywho, i sure didn't get shit done today. ridiculous. but hey, i'll just be bustin' my balls lata. i'm just happy that i'm in a better mood now. :) YAY! and Jason will be here TOMORROW!!!!! that is SOOOO exciting!