i really like, what you've done to me
hmm where to start
this weekend was pretty good until yesterday
friday me and richard went to see dark water. i jumped. a lot. ricky laughed at me.
id say the movie was pretty decent
after the movie, we stopped and got him food and headed home i believe.
got home and mom was sleeping
me and ricky were fighting with the blanket
and then we covered her up.
we fell asleep shortly after.
woke up saturday and he was gone
he had to go get his check and go to his grandmas to visit his mom
so i layed out
then a little bit later he called me
he said jennie had got this dog and she had to give it away, and he said he saw it and it was adorable and he wanted to take me to look at it, because he looked like elizabeth taylor.
i hemmed and hawed, because i knew as soon as i saw it i wouldnt be able to say no, sooo we went over there
apparently this guy who'd been staying at the fraser motel dropped him off by jennies asking to find him a good home, this two year old precious cocker spaniel who was this amazing dog, but the motel wouldnt let him keep it anymore.
i walk into the backyard and theres this teardrop, make your heart melt eyes beating up at me. big floppy ears, a skinny little body and matted hair on his paws and head. i could not walk away from this dog. from the minute i saw him, he followed me everywhere and cried when i walked away from him
i called my mom, and she said we'll take him for at least a day, see how he is, and how well mack and kane like him.
so we load him up in the car, which he was thrilled to be riding in, and took him home. all day long, me and ricky were just getting attached and falling in love with this adorable dog. he would just plop in your lap and stare up at you with this loving eyes. he fell in love with us.
laying with us on the couch.
a little bit later, chris calls and tells me that the police found a bomb in some bar. we talked. she started crying and of course so did i. im so scared for her and i miss her so much.i just wish she was home where she was safe.
later that day, we decided to go out to eat, so we kept him in the basement, and went to red robin
when we got there, we were talknig about this dog and if we really wanted to keep him. finding out how much money wed have to put into him. when we were there we also started talking about rickys old ways and vicodin and blach blah blah, i started gettin sick just talking about it, he could see i was irritated so we stopped. he was worried i thought less of him. so we got home and spent some more time with charlie and then talked to my mom a while when she came home.
a little while later we decided we were hungry again so we went to whities for my mom and richard, i took pictures of my baby singing to me.
theeen we went to taco bell for me and went home. ate. watched some movie with alicia silverstone downstairs and i was out like a freakin light.
woke up in the morning and ricky was gone, the dog was sleeping on me
i got up and took charlie out to pee and decided to lay out
he tried to jump on the chair with me, and i wouldnt let him, he was having sitting outside so i let him back in. wellll then he starts lifting his leg on every plant in the house and tinkling, my mom wasnt too happy.
well then jen came over and so i came in from laying out. we talked
decided to go to the hospital to visit dino
which was way against my will because i loathe hospitals, but it was the right thing to do
left there, called richard, got some food and headed home
after richard came over, something happened and the dog snapped at him, alomst bit him, so they both decided the dog was gonzo
i was so bummed.
we ended up leaving to go to the cemetary
saw nani, vicki, my whole damn polish family and chris. it was nice
we left there and came home. sat around all day. then the dog almost bit joey, so i knew he was really done. ricky was so mad/disappointed. anyways a little while later we drew with chalk, maine. <3 then went to get the pizza and came home and ate. i was crying about charlie, feeling so guilty. ricky made me feel better though.
i think we;re gonna get a mini schnauzer. theyre soooo cute. he was pretty excited about it.
sooo i fell alseep on my baby pretty fast and he stayed up for a while with charlie because he was crying all night.
i woke up this morning and got ready for work. woke up my love. i was sad all morning knowing that poor dog had to be tossed around again.
richard dropped me off, and he was going to go to my house, get charlie and take him to the humane society.
i called him when he got home. he was bummin. i guess charlie was givin him kisses the whole way there, sitting on his lap, then they got there and he started shaking and wouldnt leave rickys side. they came to get him and he was shaking so bad and crying, and then he started shitting all over the floor. i was almost crying when he told me the story. im so glad i didnt go.
today started out crappy and i got cramps from hell. i miss my baby and i just want my vacation to be here NOW, not in 17 days.
how sweet that will be.
we're gonna look at puppies this weekend.
alright, i need to eat, like now.
this weekend was pretty good until yesterday
friday me and richard went to see dark water. i jumped. a lot. ricky laughed at me.
id say the movie was pretty decent
after the movie, we stopped and got him food and headed home i believe.
got home and mom was sleeping
me and ricky were fighting with the blanket
and then we covered her up.
we fell asleep shortly after.
woke up saturday and he was gone
he had to go get his check and go to his grandmas to visit his mom
so i layed out
then a little bit later he called me
he said jennie had got this dog and she had to give it away, and he said he saw it and it was adorable and he wanted to take me to look at it, because he looked like elizabeth taylor.
i hemmed and hawed, because i knew as soon as i saw it i wouldnt be able to say no, sooo we went over there
apparently this guy who'd been staying at the fraser motel dropped him off by jennies asking to find him a good home, this two year old precious cocker spaniel who was this amazing dog, but the motel wouldnt let him keep it anymore.
i walk into the backyard and theres this teardrop, make your heart melt eyes beating up at me. big floppy ears, a skinny little body and matted hair on his paws and head. i could not walk away from this dog. from the minute i saw him, he followed me everywhere and cried when i walked away from him
i called my mom, and she said we'll take him for at least a day, see how he is, and how well mack and kane like him.
so we load him up in the car, which he was thrilled to be riding in, and took him home. all day long, me and ricky were just getting attached and falling in love with this adorable dog. he would just plop in your lap and stare up at you with this loving eyes. he fell in love with us.
laying with us on the couch.
a little bit later, chris calls and tells me that the police found a bomb in some bar. we talked. she started crying and of course so did i. im so scared for her and i miss her so much.i just wish she was home where she was safe.
later that day, we decided to go out to eat, so we kept him in the basement, and went to red robin
when we got there, we were talknig about this dog and if we really wanted to keep him. finding out how much money wed have to put into him. when we were there we also started talking about rickys old ways and vicodin and blach blah blah, i started gettin sick just talking about it, he could see i was irritated so we stopped. he was worried i thought less of him. so we got home and spent some more time with charlie and then talked to my mom a while when she came home.
a little while later we decided we were hungry again so we went to whities for my mom and richard, i took pictures of my baby singing to me.
theeen we went to taco bell for me and went home. ate. watched some movie with alicia silverstone downstairs and i was out like a freakin light.
woke up in the morning and ricky was gone, the dog was sleeping on me
i got up and took charlie out to pee and decided to lay out
he tried to jump on the chair with me, and i wouldnt let him, he was having sitting outside so i let him back in. wellll then he starts lifting his leg on every plant in the house and tinkling, my mom wasnt too happy.
well then jen came over and so i came in from laying out. we talked
decided to go to the hospital to visit dino
which was way against my will because i loathe hospitals, but it was the right thing to do
left there, called richard, got some food and headed home
after richard came over, something happened and the dog snapped at him, alomst bit him, so they both decided the dog was gonzo
i was so bummed.
we ended up leaving to go to the cemetary
saw nani, vicki, my whole damn polish family and chris. it was nice
we left there and came home. sat around all day. then the dog almost bit joey, so i knew he was really done. ricky was so mad/disappointed. anyways a little while later we drew with chalk, maine. <3 then went to get the pizza and came home and ate. i was crying about charlie, feeling so guilty. ricky made me feel better though.
i think we;re gonna get a mini schnauzer. theyre soooo cute. he was pretty excited about it.
sooo i fell alseep on my baby pretty fast and he stayed up for a while with charlie because he was crying all night.
i woke up this morning and got ready for work. woke up my love. i was sad all morning knowing that poor dog had to be tossed around again.
richard dropped me off, and he was going to go to my house, get charlie and take him to the humane society.
i called him when he got home. he was bummin. i guess charlie was givin him kisses the whole way there, sitting on his lap, then they got there and he started shaking and wouldnt leave rickys side. they came to get him and he was shaking so bad and crying, and then he started shitting all over the floor. i was almost crying when he told me the story. im so glad i didnt go.
today started out crappy and i got cramps from hell. i miss my baby and i just want my vacation to be here NOW, not in 17 days.
how sweet that will be.
we're gonna look at puppies this weekend.
alright, i need to eat, like now.