BLARG!!!!

Jun 29, 2005 16:07

Hey all *hugs all around* Well, turns out I'm suppose to be in pottery class right now..but I'm procrastinating for as long as I can..hehe! I'd rather go later anyways, but I've been told if I don't go now I may miss the Taco Bell lunch hour..BLEH!!!! X_x Let me just tell you something folks...when you eat at Taco Bell EVERYDAY for lunch in class...it makes ya kinda sick after a while!!!! MY GAWD!!!!! xD (written around 8ish this morning)

Anywayz, the class is almost over! HUZZAH!!!! :OP Now I can sleep in much later. WHA-HOOO!!! OH YEAH!!!! MAN...but this is gonna be a crazy week though, with the fourth of July comin' up and all that jazz. I am MEGA excited about it too! In all honesty..I'm ready to get out and socialize with people instead of living a virtual life, because sometimes I feel like that is the only way I can keep in contact with people. I really think that's why I stay on-line so much. That..and I'm addicted to Instant messenger, I think *slaps herself silly* I get to go eat lunch with some friends today, though! I'm really psyched about that!! =o) I haven't seen these people since high school, really! AND FRIDAY...I get to go swimming with my favorite LIL cousins in the whole world!!! I haven't seen them in ages! *huggles them to death* (9ish)

I'm also suppose to be going to my friend Renee's b-day party that day...if only I can make it there alive... ::gulps:: Then Saturday we are suppose to go up to Lake Lure and get everything ready for the 4th on Monday! I will also have no internet there, nor will I have hardly any phone service..but I should get it outside, and I know we will be outside A LOT!!!! I am also really excited about going to the lake because I will get to spend some time with a very special friend of mine. He is going to be sent off to Iraq in August, and I fear for his life every time I think about it..but I know he will come back. He promised me he would, so I'm holding him to that promise!! :OP I may also get to see my VERY close friend, Rebekah!!!! I love her so much. She is like the sister I have NEVER had....seriously! So as you can see...I've got A LOT to do, and much more to come! (after lunch)

I may also get to go visit a very dear friend to me that is staying in Chicago this summer (most probably will get to go) I'm so excited about seeing him again, and I'd get to meet his brother...YAY! Maybe I'll get to meet his cousins too. That would absolutely rock my face off! HEHE! They all seem so very sweet, and I can't wait to spend some time with them. It would make be very happy, INDEED! I would really like to visit a TOOOOOON of people this summer. Sooooo, If I haven't mentioned you..leave me a message and give me a good *slap* or something..hehe! We'll definitely work something out because I'd love to see all of my friends at some point this summer!

I dunno 'bout some of you, but I have been going through this struggle here lately..... have you ever had the feeling that you are not REALLY sure who your "true" friends are anymore??? I mean...some of them I know without question (you know who you are), but just some people...man! I mean, you do everything and anything you can for them...you try so hard to reach out to them and be a good friend, but it just seems that "some" people simply do not give!!!! It just...hurts, ya know!?!?!?!? I've been going through this problem for a while now, but I'm starting to realize if a certain "someone" doesn't want to be your friend, then there is just NOTHING you can do about it. I mean..it's not like you can hold them at gunpoint and be all "if you are not my friend, then I'm gonna shoot your brains out" Yeah, I know it doesn't work that way. All I know is...is that it just hurts...A LOT! Well, I guess I have written enough for now. I shall update more soon....VERY soon =oP *waves to everyone* <-----who would actually be crazy enough to read all of this....hehehe! MUCH LOVE xD!!!!
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