She's not bleeding on the Ballroom floor just for attention...

Apr 06, 2006 19:31

Gotta love Panic! at the Disco!!! lol Well I guess you can say that I'm gettin better at startin to update again. haha. So this week has been okay. I mean things have happened that has ticked me off a little bit but I've still been in a pretty good mood. More like just really really hyper. shew i can't believe there's only more day in this week then...spring break!! yes!!! can't wait. I won't be home hardly at all thank goodness. I don't think I could put up with being home all week but I think this spring break is worth actually having a full week off even though one of those days i get stuck laying gravel again. gah but I can't really say anything because it's payin for my car and my band trip(hopefully).
Last night at chruch was really weird. I got to see Jeff. I hadn't seen him in like 2 weeks since he went to niqeraqua(i can't spell it). I was glad to get to see him again though!! I saw everyone else last night basically. Justin asked me how come I hadn't been in awhile and I told him i couldn't cause one Wensday I spent up at MECC (Time well spent I might add) and he was like 'oh'. When I was gettin ready to leave he says in a kind of slurred speedy burst 'WILLYOUGOOUTWITHME?!' I had to ask him to repeat it like 2 times. I told him that I didn't know I'd have to think about it. I really don't know what I'm gonna do. I kinda have a thing for this other guy which I don't really know how many times i'll get to see him. Old flames that were thought to have died out in the back of my mind were started again with just that instant spark. I kinda just came up with that. What is it with me and guys from PV? golly. I'm so tempted to just say screw it. I don't know if I'll really date justin right now cause I mean him and his g/f just broke up like a week ago, and I know that I don't wanna get put in that position for another time....that's happened before...
I'm like obsessed with my countdown till prom!! 16 days until GC's and 23 till PV's!!! I'm kinda interested in everyone's reaction when they actually see me 'dressed up'. haha. My guy friends are probably gonna be like "Oh my God, Jess is a GIRL." haha...I'm pretty sure they don't realize that half of the time especially when we all get into our tackle football games. those are always fun. More than likely I'll have some pic's of me in my dress and I'll put them on here sometime if they don't look like total crap. I still don't know who I'm goin to go eat with on the 22nd. I still have to do so much about prom. I don't even know how to get to Medowview...I have to make a trip up there beforehand. Anyone who knows me knows I'm not good with directions. lol
There's really nothing too new goin on though besides me being in a good mood for once. haha. lets just hope that SOME PPL don't decide to crush that but then again all I have to do is call someone and I get cheered up right away. ;-) Which reminds me I actually got to talk to Tim for the first time in about a month. That was funny actually. I think he about strangled me. haha. Well I'm goin to head on outta here. Leave me some comments please!!

Jess
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