Oct 31, 2005 19:20
Wow...I've been feelin pretty upbeat this past weekend. Some things have happened to try to bring me down but God's just put me into perspective about some things and I'm so excited for it. Right now, I'm happy with everything...well almost everything, but I'm grateful for what I have. I'm slowly trying to work my way back up from the bottom. I'm tired of just sittin around and not trying to make my life better and just sittin around feelin bad all the time. Last night was my last night at JN, but I've decided that I'm going to start goin to Higher Ground if my parents let me. I was so sad last night, but I've met so many new ppl and I got to see Hunter last night!!! That was exciting. Hopefully I'm not gonna get a piano dropped on my head to knock me down, but even if I do, I'm gonna try and pull myself up. God has played a major part in my change of attitude. When I've been at HG I just felt so SO close to God, and I really hadn't had that feeling in a long time. I even got invited to play trombone in the orcestra at HG!!! That made me so excited!! I'm in such a good mood, if you can't tell. I have a feeling that I'm gonna find out somethings tomorrow and no matter what happens I think I'll still be happy with the outcome cause God has a plan and if something isn't suppose to happen, I guess it just won't happen. Well I need to go. Leave Me Some Comments please!!
Jess