No more head games, no more drama... its time for me to be happy
ABOUT THE GS TRIP--I just got back from the GS trip!! It was really fun and I think that this trip really did me some good....ususally when I have a problem with ppl I usually just want to be away from everyone but I really had a blast with everyone around. Yea there still was tension between some of my friends but I enjoyed it. The bus ride up there was really REALLY long. It took us about 5 or 6 hrs (but it seemed like BUNCHES more) to get to Virgina Tech. After we got there we got our rooming assignments and they had put me in the room with a guy named Jessie Carter (I was upset when i heard about the one from the car accident could possibly be the Jessie from GC but it actually was one from Twin Springs). It was really funny cause they thought he was a girl from his name but he DID change rooms. The dorms were okay I guess...It was really hot though. I didn't stay in them till i actually had to cause i went and played pool until midnight. When we woke up we had to walk for like at least 2 miles in the heat for the tour of the college. The campus was pretty neat especially the lunch room thing. It was huge! Then we had to leave to go to Charlottesville....even though that trip only took 3 hrs it felt longer than the trip to VT. Anyways, our bus drivers got lost AT the campus,not near the campus, AT the campus. Then they were really rude to a couple of my friends. Nobody was really happy with them. We had 6 ppl in our dorms there whereas we only had to at VT. It really was nice...i just couldn't stand the school!! Anyways we got back on the bus and headed for home and we got back at about 2:30a.m. That actually seemed to be a shorter ride back even though it was the longest....
OKAY...NOW SOME INTERESTING DETAILS--okay like i said i about got roomed with that guy Jessie right? Well I ended up playin pool and basketball with him at VT and we hung out for awhile. I didn't get to room with anyone I knew really well at VT but I got to room with Chelsea and Nikkii at UVa. Sry that was a random fact but anyways, on the way back home from Charlottesville, we had some ppl on the bus that we didn't one the other rides like, Jessie and Ben, anyways Amos felt kinda bad so I offered to give him a back massage. Well after he said that he felt better he told Jessie to see if I would give him one. So he came back there and asked and while i was rubbing his shoulders I let him lean on me and he ended falling asleep...it was really funny cause Amos leaned over and touched his leg and Jessie about jumped into the roof cause it scared him so bad...I couldn't help but laugh about it. Then we stopped to have lunch at a horsebarn...literally. After everyone got back on the bus, Jessie came back and sat with me again and we ended up for talkin for about the whole 3-4 hrs (it was really only interupeted by Ben startin singin songs and the rest of us joinin him) until we got to the Pizza Hut were we had our dinner. He was telling me about his ex-gf and what I thought was interesting was that she had broken up w/him the on June 18th...most of you know what happened a year ago on the 18th and we both talked about our youth groups from church and school. We had got bored on the bus so we decided that we were gonna have 'weddings' at Pizza Hut. That was the funniest thing that I think i ever seen...even though I got stood up at the alter...Jessie ran off with Amos....It had to have been the funniest thing i've ever seen. Everyone else was like "poor Jess" but i was laughin my head off about it...Ben got 'married' to someone and it was really sweet cause they became 'friends' *winks* Well Jessie told ben that me and him had worked on the whole thing, so me and Jessie ended up 'married' on the bus. I could tell that I was blushin cause even with half of the bus asleep it was still loud after Ben stood up and said that. When we were about 2 hrs from the school...(not including all the stops that we had to make in between)..me and Jessie decided that even though we got to different schools, that we are goin' to try and see if we can make this work....He said..."This would be perfect if you went to JJ Kelly..." I've decided to move on from Capitol...we're just friends..nothing more and I'm perfectly okay with that now.
I know that God's had this planned out from the begining including the horrible first week that I had of GS, but I think that since I stuck with it God gave me somethings that I truely haven't been able to have for awhile..one of them being a good Christian boyfriend and the happiness that I have been trying to push away for a long time just because of my fears of being hurt. Last night even though I was dead tired I took at least a half-an-hour to tell God how much I was thankful for everything...even all the stress that I've been under cause i don't think that without that I could've expressed my true self on the trip. Everyone says that He has weird ways of making all things work out for the better, now i truly do believe that. Sam, u've been tellin me that for a while and now it's truely happened....thanks for everything including the prayers. Guys, I still wanna ask you all to continue to pray for me though...our play is friday and I'm really nervous. Love you guys!!!
Jess The Mess
OKAY...NOW SOME INTERESTING DETAILS--okay like i said i about got roomed with that guy Jessie right? Well I ended up playin pool and basketball with him at VT and we hung out for awhile. I didn't get to room with anyone I knew really well at VT but I got to room with Chelsea and Nikkii at UVa. Sry that was a random fact but anyways, on the way back home from Charlottesville, we had some ppl on the bus that we didn't one the other rides like, Jessie and Ben, anyways Amos felt kinda bad so I offered to give him a back massage. Well after he said that he felt better he told Jessie to see if I would give him one. So he came back there and asked and while i was rubbing his shoulders I let him lean on me and he ended falling asleep...it was really funny cause Amos leaned over and touched his leg and Jessie about jumped into the roof cause it scared him so bad...I couldn't help but laugh about it. Then we stopped to have lunch at a horsebarn...literally. After everyone got back on the bus, Jessie came back and sat with me again and we ended up for talkin for about the whole 3-4 hrs (it was really only interupeted by Ben startin singin songs and the rest of us joinin him) until we got to the Pizza Hut were we had our dinner. He was telling me about his ex-gf and what I thought was interesting was that she had broken up w/him the on June 18th...most of you know what happened a year ago on the 18th and we both talked about our youth groups from church and school. We had got bored on the bus so we decided that we were gonna have 'weddings' at Pizza Hut. That was the funniest thing that I think i ever seen...even though I got stood up at the alter...Jessie ran off with Amos....It had to have been the funniest thing i've ever seen. Everyone else was like "poor Jess" but i was laughin my head off about it...Ben got 'married' to someone and it was really sweet cause they became 'friends' *winks* Well Jessie told ben that me and him had worked on the whole thing, so me and Jessie ended up 'married' on the bus. I could tell that I was blushin cause even with half of the bus asleep it was still loud after Ben stood up and said that. When we were about 2 hrs from the school...(not including all the stops that we had to make in between)..me and Jessie decided that even though we got to different schools, that we are goin' to try and see if we can make this work....He said..."This would be perfect if you went to JJ Kelly..." I've decided to move on from Capitol...we're just friends..nothing more and I'm perfectly okay with that now.
I know that God's had this planned out from the begining including the horrible first week that I had of GS, but I think that since I stuck with it God gave me somethings that I truely haven't been able to have for awhile..one of them being a good Christian boyfriend and the happiness that I have been trying to push away for a long time just because of my fears of being hurt. Last night even though I was dead tired I took at least a half-an-hour to tell God how much I was thankful for everything...even all the stress that I've been under cause i don't think that without that I could've expressed my true self on the trip. Everyone says that He has weird ways of making all things work out for the better, now i truly do believe that. Sam, u've been tellin me that for a while and now it's truely happened....thanks for everything including the prayers. Guys, I still wanna ask you all to continue to pray for me though...our play is friday and I'm really nervous. Love you guys!!!
Jess The Mess