What am I doing with my life, and where has my family gone??

Jul 10, 2004 01:43

Last night was really fun, hung out with Marcella and her family, well, some of it, anyway--about a third =). Even though the VCR sort of screwed up our plans, we made do with Cranium, some incredibly strange yet interesting conversations, and a whole lot of fruit and cookies. I think it's great how we can always just talk forever, because it means we'll never be bored or lacking for something to do. Yah w dfinitly do nd to gt togthr and work through our list though =)

Yeah so once again I've been working a lot lately too. I must admit that if nothing else, this job has at least shown me why I'm going to college--so I don't end up having some sort of job like this for the rest of my life. I mean honestly, several of the older people who work there are really cranky, though I can't say I blame them because that would definitley put me in a bad mood too. I mean seriously, no one wants to clear other people's trays, mop floors, and take out the trash for their whole life. So yeah, this job evokes both sympathy and resolve in me. Now all I need to do is figure out exactly WHAT I DO want to do with my life. I worry a lot about how I really don't seem to know what I want to do, and it frustrates me to no end, I just want to know!!! So I'm still agonizing over my class selections for next year. I was leaning towards taking Spanish, but then I looked and all the 101 sections are full . . . and there is NO way I'm taking the intensive version, oh no I've learned that lesson the hard way, and I've no wish to repeat such an experience.

Yay!!! Ian comes home tomorrow night. He's been gone for the past week in the Boundary Waters of Minnesota with my aunt, uncle, and cousin, fishing, camping, and the like. Unfortunately, Ross is leaving for a summer program thingy on Tuesday. I'm finally back from school, and it seems like the members of my family are hardly seeing each other. It just makes me kind of sad =( Guess there's nothing I can do though, so yeah . . .

(Oh, and so should it be a Brand New song? Or are others good too? Cause if it's Brand New, you know what I would pick . . . )
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