Oct 09, 2003 20:35
Hahaha conferences were today. Mrs. S told my mommy that I look like a zombie every day in first hour. Sooo I decided one day I'm not gonna wear any make-up and go to first hour, and just stare STRAIGHT ahead all hour. I'll give her zombie lol.
I thought this was so sweet! You see, there's this one guy that I'm starting to fall for, and he wrote these. I just had to put them in here ;)
Laying next to her the world just disappears.
Dreams come to life and melt away my fears.
On the couch pretending we're innocently asleep.
Only to her, do I like admitting my defeat.
Saying this is not a spell.
She brings order to life's mess and
when I'm with her I can tell she equals happiness.
WAIT! That's not all :P
Her skin so soft, it hurts not to touch.
Hope she doesn't think i beg to be with her too much.
Not a loser no more, feels like I'm winnin'.
Thinking about her smile, still has my head spinnin'.
I gots the giggles, she's gots the dimples.
Love it when she laughs, that's why i give the tickles.
And when i lay on you, you know i got it made.
Because your the only one who makes me feel so safe.
And not just at hunted houses do i want to hold your hand.
You know I'll always be there, I'm your number one fan.
Thanks Jordan. Those have seriously made my past 2 days!
I'm determined to be able to express my feelings like that one day. It's just all too scary right now. It's so hard to open up, leave myself vulnerable to get hurt like every other time.
I fell alseep in the tanning bed the yesterday, skipped school, and went to Applebee's. Very eventful wouldn't you say? Homecoming is 2 days away. I still have to order the flowers. Ugh- I hope it'll be a fun night even though I won't know many people.