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[jess3742a]

how many times have you been pushed around?
is anybody there?
does anybody care?

and how many times have your friends let you down?
is anybody there?
did anybody stare?

I had a fricken great weekend.

I <3 my friends!!!

It's raining today and I <3 that too!!

I swear I'm just full of love, but have no one to give it to.

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[luckyi469]

first i told you that i was going to tell moma nd you were just like.. oh "whatever" so with that attuide then fine im going to.
sencond.. i know that jessica was there for me. and she knows that i aprrate that. and so was adrian. he could just leave work could he?
i know that jessica is a real friend and a good one. we just dont agree on how things went or gone.
and i did call you alot, and i use to call you alot but you were always like ig ot to go and whatever. if you say that i didnt your a lair.
hes not controlling, and he knows how to speak god damn english. just because hes from another contry. god. thats not right to say.
and so in 10 yeas if it downt work out then okay. but at least i said that i tried.
and yea jessica defiitly has the right to say im a bad friend because i was. but it wasnt not intirly all my fault. and now thats inthe past and im just looking to be on good terms and if she cant have that then ok at least i tried.
i go out alot acully. i have friends from my new work and they are super nice. and i go out with them.
and i go out with adrain we go to the movies and just do whatever. and in feb we are going on vaction in flordia. and we want to go to nirgra falls somtime int he summer.
well im sorry cause i toild mom that but you were just pissing me off your the one that doesnt care. YOU HAVE NEVER CALLED ME! since i like moved and whenver i called you your like to busy. well then fine. you always are with dana or jessica. well then fine. but i did call you and i always aksed you to come here and everything. but you never came excpet once and you talked to mark the whole time.

mabye what i am doing is stupid but whatever. if it is then it is but i wont regret that i didnt do it or i wont alwyas wonder what could have happend.
that fine i wont come back to you or jessica if you dont want to
but you know that you always have a place here in my house whenever you need it.
i know how dad is. if you want to get away fromt the house for a couple of days or the weekend with dana then you can always come here. theres a room just for you.

im sorry jo. :(
and i love you!

[jess3742a]

im just looking to be on good terms and if she cant have that then ok at least i tried.

I want to be on good terms. But it's kinda hard when for one Adrian doesn't 'approve' of it or me, and for two you don't care. It's like... if I want to be on good terms (which I do) then we'd have to keep it a secret from Adrian and I don't want that. You should be able to tell him that you and me are friends and hanging out.

And another thing. Ever since you moved, you haven't called me but once or twice and whenever I try to make plans you come up with some excuse why you can't. I'm not going to keep trying when you don't put in any effort. And I can't call you anymore, unless I want Adrian to go psycho cause he feels threatened by me being your friend. So if you want things somewhat back to normal, there's a few issues you have to deal with first.

[luckyi469]

he is threatened by you. he thinks that you are going to take me away. its not that he doesnt "approve" of you its just that you were trying to break us up for so long he just doesnt like you because of that. he liked you before he didnt have any problem with you btut when you started trying to break us up thats when he had a problem with you. he just doesnt understand. i know that. and i cant change the way he feels.
i wish that we could be friend but adrian is so damn stuborn.
im trying to work on him belive me im trying.

[jess3742a]

See it's not my fault that we're not friends. Right there you just admitted it's Adrian.

Well you can tell Adrian I'm not gonna try to break you to up, and that I'm glad you two are doing as good as you are.

Come talk to me when it's 'ok' for us to hang out again.

[fallenangel8553]

yah i know... i apprecaite it... im sorry too... u know u'll always have ur sessa

[luckyi469]

of course i know! sessa;s forever and ever