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[jess2633]

tonight was good.
no drama.
just good friends.
it was cute.
even people i don't usually get along with i did.
tonight i actually stood around and as i was roasting a marshmellow and looking at it burn in the fire i realized i was happy.
for the first time this summer i was truly happy.
i was surrounded by good friends and good people.
happy people.
like gina and pants they are always happy and they make me feel so good about myself.
every other word that comes out of ginas mouth is bizz youre so cute or bizz i love you.
i can see myself hanging out with them a lot more.
it was nice to see lori too.
i love her.
it was cute that such little things like a bonfire and badmittion can make me happy.
i think it takes just one moment out of your life to look around and see how beautiful life really is and then you realize your life isn't so bad and you can actually make it in this hellish world.
i want that feeling all the time and even though i know i can't have it i think i might just try and strive for it any way.
i like being happy and for once i liked being me.

These nights are notable and priceless