~About A Girl~
For the longest I've been wanting to update my journal but I forgot the password... lol and for some reason it wouldn't send me a link to change my password. But, I finaly got in!
I was going through my old entries and dam was I that pathetic once upon a time? wow! I guess we do live and learn afterall. Sometimes we think that what we have infront of us is a gift from up above but were the ones making our on destiny based on emotion. I can honestly say I've changed a lot since two years ago. I won't deny it, it was hard for me to put it all behind me because I was so hurt but within time I forgot about everything and everyone. Although from time to time I'm reminded of my past, I brush it off and go on with my life.
It took me about a year to actually take a fresh breath of air. Unfortunately I went through a horrible time with someone who claimed to love me after a horrible breakup. I won't go into details because it's the past and remembering it makes me shiver. It took me some time to get away from him but finaly I did it.
After him I decided to stay single to heal from the wounds of my heart. I spent a whole year enjoying my single life going out with my friends but above all by two dearest friends who I love so much. Kristy and Millie. These two girls have really been my strength because really, I had no will. They showed me how to live life one day at a time and outside a box! My life revolved around rules and for once I was breaking them and having fun! lol
Don't get me wrong I'm still structured because yes I let loose but if anything I feel like I found ME!
As it turns out I LOVE ROCK! I LOVE CONCERTS! I LOVE CRAZY COLORS ON MY HEAD! I LOVE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF TO COMEDY MOVIES! I LOVE TO WORKOUT! I LOVE VENICE BEACH! I LOVE SAN FRANCISCO! I LOVE WEEKEND GETAWAYS! I LOVE DIRTY MARTINI'S! I LOVE STELLA BEER! I LOVE OKTOBERFEST! I LOVE TO DRESS UP FOR HALLOWEEN! I LOVE SUMBLIME! I LOVE TATTOOS! I LOVE EMO GLAMOUR! I LOVE SHRIMP AND FISH! I LOVE DANCING! I LOVE MY ROOMATES(PARENTS!) I LOVE BEING AN AUNTIE! I LOVE TO DRINK! I LOVE LONG WALKS! I LOVE TO PLAY POOL! I LOVE LIFE ITSELF!
There are more things I enjoy that are not on my little list but the ones I posted are the one's that suprise me when I think about it. I am really happy right now and Mr. James Giron is to blame for that. My next journal entry will be how we met! =) Until then here's a song that I really like and I need to add to my new touch screen ipod!!!!(so stoked about it) This one goes out to my Jamsiepoo!
Everyday is a new day
I'm thankful for
Every breath I take
I won't take you for granted
So I learn from my mistakes
It's beyond my control
Sometimes it's best to let go
Whatever happens
In this lifetime
So I trust in love
You have given me
Peace of mind
I feel so alive
For the very first time
I can't deny you
I feel so alive
I feel so alive
For the very first time
And I think I can fly
Sunshine upon my face
A new song for me to sing
Tell the world
How I feel inside
Even though it might
Cost me everything
Now that I know this
So beyond, I can't hold this
I can never
Turn my back away
Now that I've seen you
I can neva look away
~jess~
xoxo
I was going through my old entries and dam was I that pathetic once upon a time? wow! I guess we do live and learn afterall. Sometimes we think that what we have infront of us is a gift from up above but were the ones making our on destiny based on emotion. I can honestly say I've changed a lot since two years ago. I won't deny it, it was hard for me to put it all behind me because I was so hurt but within time I forgot about everything and everyone. Although from time to time I'm reminded of my past, I brush it off and go on with my life.
It took me about a year to actually take a fresh breath of air. Unfortunately I went through a horrible time with someone who claimed to love me after a horrible breakup. I won't go into details because it's the past and remembering it makes me shiver. It took me some time to get away from him but finaly I did it.
After him I decided to stay single to heal from the wounds of my heart. I spent a whole year enjoying my single life going out with my friends but above all by two dearest friends who I love so much. Kristy and Millie. These two girls have really been my strength because really, I had no will. They showed me how to live life one day at a time and outside a box! My life revolved around rules and for once I was breaking them and having fun! lol
Don't get me wrong I'm still structured because yes I let loose but if anything I feel like I found ME!
As it turns out I LOVE ROCK! I LOVE CONCERTS! I LOVE CRAZY COLORS ON MY HEAD! I LOVE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF TO COMEDY MOVIES! I LOVE TO WORKOUT! I LOVE VENICE BEACH! I LOVE SAN FRANCISCO! I LOVE WEEKEND GETAWAYS! I LOVE DIRTY MARTINI'S! I LOVE STELLA BEER! I LOVE OKTOBERFEST! I LOVE TO DRESS UP FOR HALLOWEEN! I LOVE SUMBLIME! I LOVE TATTOOS! I LOVE EMO GLAMOUR! I LOVE SHRIMP AND FISH! I LOVE DANCING! I LOVE MY ROOMATES(PARENTS!) I LOVE BEING AN AUNTIE! I LOVE TO DRINK! I LOVE LONG WALKS! I LOVE TO PLAY POOL! I LOVE LIFE ITSELF!
There are more things I enjoy that are not on my little list but the ones I posted are the one's that suprise me when I think about it. I am really happy right now and Mr. James Giron is to blame for that. My next journal entry will be how we met! =) Until then here's a song that I really like and I need to add to my new touch screen ipod!!!!(so stoked about it) This one goes out to my Jamsiepoo!
Everyday is a new day
I'm thankful for
Every breath I take
I won't take you for granted
So I learn from my mistakes
It's beyond my control
Sometimes it's best to let go
Whatever happens
In this lifetime
So I trust in love
You have given me
Peace of mind
I feel so alive
For the very first time
I can't deny you
I feel so alive
I feel so alive
For the very first time
And I think I can fly
Sunshine upon my face
A new song for me to sing
Tell the world
How I feel inside
Even though it might
Cost me everything
Now that I know this
So beyond, I can't hold this
I can never
Turn my back away
Now that I've seen you
I can neva look away
~jess~
xoxo