May 02, 2004 01:05
tonight... tonight I learned to play frisbee and catch.. my catlike reflexes helped me to play well in the dark.. it was nice to actually DO something for once even if it was for a short period of time.. I like to do things.. I feel lost if I don't have ever second of every day planned... tomorrow is already planned all day.. and that comforts me..
tonight i was forced to face my fobia.. tornados.. I was forced to watch most of this movie twister... it was terrifying.. and umm thanks to you all for when i have nightmares tonight.. cause i'm sure I will.. there are just some fears that we all have that cannot be conquered and this is mine.. tornados.. It's a paralizing fear..
man i'm boring