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i hope im doing the right thing. id like a chance to explain myself better because i do have reasons. good reasons. i wrote an email this morning saying when he was ready to call me. hopefully he will. if not life will go on and ill have to do things the hard way. and if necessary i will do this the hard way.
everyone needs to stop trying to convince me that ive made the wrong choice and that i cant do this. i realize that i am giving up my life, but that is something i am willing to do. my child wont be rich but it will have love & food & shelter & medical care. this is what i have to do. and i can pull it off. in a way id rather stay here and work out custody so both me & him could do this easier. but i dont have that option. and im doing what i must. none of you have any clue what this is like though you all seem to think you do. i know what its like. i know what is best. and nothing anyone says is changing my mind. so stop trying. thank you. goodbye.
everyone needs to stop trying to convince me that ive made the wrong choice and that i cant do this. i realize that i am giving up my life, but that is something i am willing to do. my child wont be rich but it will have love & food & shelter & medical care. this is what i have to do. and i can pull it off. in a way id rather stay here and work out custody so both me & him could do this easier. but i dont have that option. and im doing what i must. none of you have any clue what this is like though you all seem to think you do. i know what its like. i know what is best. and nothing anyone says is changing my mind. so stop trying. thank you. goodbye.