Dec 19, 2004 15:42
"It happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain."
Sittin here at work reading and looking into a few things online. I got a call last night with the worst news I have heard in a while...completely crumbled my heart to pieces. Sometimes I just don't get it. How can you be so miserable and think that there is not another way out of things. I guess when I hear people talking about that whole issue...I just kinda blew it off...never thought that someone could honestly be that unhappy to just want to stop right there and not think about another moment. To those who it has affected...my heart goes out to you. If you need anything don't hesitate to ask. *r.i.p.* 12/17/04
There are periods where you learn about yourself, spending time with yourself, understanding one's own feeling, other times you lose yourself in the mix, or are you merely rediscovering yourself but it's the midst of a struggle?
People can make you feel a certain way, and in that sense, it's not what they say that matters but it's how they make you feel...
In the end, it all depends on who is there for you isn't it?
Integrity...
*Breathe...
Things with John and I...GrEaT! :) Didn't think it was possible for me to be this happy, lol. It's amazing...when you just know ;)
"Others who BrOkE my heart, they were like Northern StArS, pointing me on my way into your loving arms. This much I know is true...that God blessed the BrOkEn road that led me straight to you..."
*Love is a thing. Well...it's kind of like quicksand: The more you are in it, the deeper you sink. And when it hits you...you've just got to fall*