May 14, 2005 20:05
Im sorry i made you cry today. you know the last thing i would ever want to do to you is make you cry.
im disappointed in you too. i thought you had more compassion then what i am seeing. one thing i find very amazing about you is how much more mature you are compared to alot of other people our age. today i thought i saw a totally diffrent person. it was like you didnt even care. who i saw today was not very mature at all. and i understand how we can get into stages in out life where we let go.today was an awakening i hope for you to see everything thats been going on and look at it and change in a better way.
so if its me that you mention about not liking anymore in your journal, then i feel pretty fucking pethetic for thinking this relationship was more than what it was.if your love for me has changed just like that over something like this then our relationship is in a totally diffrent place then what i thought it was.
if you wernt talking about me then i guess we're doing fine. but you need to call me. so give me a call and we can talk. and your not alone babe. you know im here for you.
all you need to do is talk to me.