i hate everything and everyone.. but im sorry
im sorry for the way i treated you... your're the most amazing person i know. im so glad i met you, to be honest i dunno where i would be right now if i hadnt met you. you've totally changed my outlook on life. life is so much more colorful and happy and before when i hated it.. now i love it! i LOVE coming to school now because i dont know what kind of day its going to be or what we're going to do. i love you marleen and dont ever change.
lauren im sorry i messed some stuff up with you and the girls. i wish you would talk to ME about your problems with me instead of telling everyone around me about it and then acting like your're my friend when your're around me. dont be fake... be real with me. things will be alot easier.
last night i had a dream i found a 20,000 dollar check... it was so exciting.. i was at the bank and everything about to cash it so i could go buy me some new clothes, and then.. well i dunno what happend. i supose i woke up. to bad that wont really happen.
i miss my mom. shes in odessa right now doing this big ol' garage sale with my cousins. not like yall care though so moving on...
i love it when you smile.. but you hardly do.. i love it when you call me.. but you hardly do.. i love it when you IM me but you hardly do.. this could be a problem... show that you care about this relationship because im starting to doubt how you really feel.
i have no emotion right now. things are all messed up and BIG chunk of me was ripped out last night. i dont think that much but when i do its bad. so this is the stuff i've been thinkin about all last night and this morning.
im sorry navada ill be a better owner.
lauren im sorry i messed some stuff up with you and the girls. i wish you would talk to ME about your problems with me instead of telling everyone around me about it and then acting like your're my friend when your're around me. dont be fake... be real with me. things will be alot easier.
last night i had a dream i found a 20,000 dollar check... it was so exciting.. i was at the bank and everything about to cash it so i could go buy me some new clothes, and then.. well i dunno what happend. i supose i woke up. to bad that wont really happen.
i miss my mom. shes in odessa right now doing this big ol' garage sale with my cousins. not like yall care though so moving on...
i love it when you smile.. but you hardly do.. i love it when you call me.. but you hardly do.. i love it when you IM me but you hardly do.. this could be a problem... show that you care about this relationship because im starting to doubt how you really feel.
i have no emotion right now. things are all messed up and BIG chunk of me was ripped out last night. i dont think that much but when i do its bad. so this is the stuff i've been thinkin about all last night and this morning.
im sorry navada ill be a better owner.