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Cookout @ my uncle & aunt's house yesterday. minus gigi because she's still in the nursing home. including my parents w/kids, grandparents, mimi, lisa & andy w/ kids, and ian. we metal detected & dug up some stuff in the woods from some civil war camp that was on their property. drank and played some bean toss game. and rode those motor scooters around.
i was thinking yesterday how ian's house actually FEELS like home. how he sort of feels like my family. i get so mad and i try to say something ridiculous like 'let's never talk again', and i know that i don't want that at all, from any place in my entire body. i without a doubt, love him, and want to be with him. every second of everyday, i love him. that sounds so cheesy.
saturday night we bartended for gregg's daughters wedding. we made $150. and it was SO much fun!
i really hope that we move to carolina. i want to, so so badly.
I always think it's bad luck to write wonderful things on here about Ian, but I'm just going to have to risk it. I feel wonderful being with him, even though we fought. I caused that fight 100%. I miss him right now so much, I just wish we could've gone to sleep together and woken up together too. There's always tomorrow I guess.
Since no one is going to read this, I can talk about exactly how perfect he is, without feeling like some kind of moron.
he's so patient, usually
he smells like yummy goodness.
I think i should actually kiss him, like OPEN my mouth sometimes. :-)
i think he is the most perfect thing god created.
i was thinking yesterday how ian's house actually FEELS like home. how he sort of feels like my family. i get so mad and i try to say something ridiculous like 'let's never talk again', and i know that i don't want that at all, from any place in my entire body. i without a doubt, love him, and want to be with him. every second of everyday, i love him. that sounds so cheesy.
saturday night we bartended for gregg's daughters wedding. we made $150. and it was SO much fun!
i really hope that we move to carolina. i want to, so so badly.
I always think it's bad luck to write wonderful things on here about Ian, but I'm just going to have to risk it. I feel wonderful being with him, even though we fought. I caused that fight 100%. I miss him right now so much, I just wish we could've gone to sleep together and woken up together too. There's always tomorrow I guess.
Since no one is going to read this, I can talk about exactly how perfect he is, without feeling like some kind of moron.
he's so patient, usually
he smells like yummy goodness.
I think i should actually kiss him, like OPEN my mouth sometimes. :-)
i think he is the most perfect thing god created.