[20 things to 20 people]
THE RULES:
1) List 20 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Rule 3 was never discuss it again. But maybe we should.
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1.) I love you. I've loved you for a long time, and right now if you said to, I would drop everything and move there with you. I don't care what others may think. I wish you could just forget about her for once and really love me. I think about you before I go to bed each night....
2.) You're a really cool friend. I enjoy hanging out with you, but the more we hang, the more I think the "just friends" bit works with us. I don't want to disappoint you, hun, but I just think we're too much alike and would drive each other crazy... Basically, you're a rogue, and I'm a pirate.
3.) I hate that you left, but, eh. I suppose I could try to understand a little better. I mean, Who am I to judge you? Although a phone call or a letter would be nice... I wish I didn't have to disown you to make myself feel better... I can't think bad of you, you know how much I love you. And I will always love you. But you fucked me up HARDCORE when you left...
4.) I absolutely love how you're always in my face (No, that's not sarcastic). I really like how you try to put me in my place. I know you really want what's best for me, although sometimes I think you don't know how to exactly go about making sure you don't hurt me in the process. I'd be dead without you (you know that) and I thank you for being the friend you are.
5.) Please, please, please don't turn into your father. You are so much better than that! I know you can try harder, get back into school, get a job. Become a respectable part of society. I love you. Please don't do this to yourself.
6.) I wish you could go back to the person you were between your divorce and your first boyfriend after that. You really were a good role model to both me and your daughter during that time. I still look up to you, but it's less so now.
7.) Thank you, first and foremost, for putting up with me for 2 years. I know I'm a pain and I put on faces, quite a lot. But I wanted to thank you for sticking around to make sure I'm still here. I love you. More than I say. You couldn't possible mean more to me.
8.) I'm scared to tell you what I'm going through right now, because I fear it might be too much for you to hear. That's why I lie and say everything's fine. I want you to know I love and trust you, but I'm breaking down more and more each day. I just need to keep you safe, though. So I'll never tell you exactly how bad I'm getting. I scare myself, and I know I scare you. I wish I didn't...
9.) You should really take the chance. If you feel like he's worth it, go for it. Don't worry about my feelings. They'll change in time. I mean, he's awesome and all, but I think I'm just a better friend to him than anything else.
10.) I still eat the orange starburst first and play Nirvana when I can. That's how much you impacted my life. You introduced me to a whole new perspective and I will never forget you, because you were my first.
11.) I'm scared to trust you. I'm scared to be honest with you. I'm scared to tell you how much I need you to never leave. I think I know you won't ever leave, but it's hard for my brain to convince my heart. I really love you. More than words or actions could ever say. I just don't want to disappoint you.
12.) I need to tell you that I like you. I can't figure out how to do it, or even if I should. But I really like you. It's a bit of a problem because I'm an extremely jealous woman, and sometimes, when you look at her, it just sends chills down my spine. Chills because I fear what I would do to her to get to you....
13.) I kind of think you like me. And it's bothering me a bit. I don't know for sure, but I just want to be friends.
14.) I miss talking to you like we used to. I miss having our weird as hell AIM conversations and our random phone calls to each other. I really need to hang out with you one day in the future because I totally miss everything about you!
15.) I haven't forgotten what you did to me. I'll never forget. And I'll never be the same.
16.) Thanks for the addiction. I hope jail is nice and comfy.
17.) You're the last person I would expect to even flinch at news of my death. I really wish I had gotten a chance to break something on your body before we parted ways. I hear you've become exactly what you condemned now. I hope it feels fucking fantastic!
18.) I'm jealous of you because you got pregnant first.
19.) I know you really like me, but you have a girlfriend now. You need to stop flirting with me because you know I flirt back. Heh. You know how terrible I can be..
20.) Yes, I do wish I had never done what I had, but I did it. And it's too late to do anything about it now. However, I do not enjoy you hitting on me now. It bugs me to the point of none other. I'm sorry, but when you have a serious girlfriend, it's pretty much a sign to stop any more advances you make.
1) List 20 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Rule 3 was never discuss it again. But maybe we should.
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1.) I love you. I've loved you for a long time, and right now if you said to, I would drop everything and move there with you. I don't care what others may think. I wish you could just forget about her for once and really love me. I think about you before I go to bed each night....
2.) You're a really cool friend. I enjoy hanging out with you, but the more we hang, the more I think the "just friends" bit works with us. I don't want to disappoint you, hun, but I just think we're too much alike and would drive each other crazy... Basically, you're a rogue, and I'm a pirate.
3.) I hate that you left, but, eh. I suppose I could try to understand a little better. I mean, Who am I to judge you? Although a phone call or a letter would be nice... I wish I didn't have to disown you to make myself feel better... I can't think bad of you, you know how much I love you. And I will always love you. But you fucked me up HARDCORE when you left...
4.) I absolutely love how you're always in my face (No, that's not sarcastic). I really like how you try to put me in my place. I know you really want what's best for me, although sometimes I think you don't know how to exactly go about making sure you don't hurt me in the process. I'd be dead without you (you know that) and I thank you for being the friend you are.
5.) Please, please, please don't turn into your father. You are so much better than that! I know you can try harder, get back into school, get a job. Become a respectable part of society. I love you. Please don't do this to yourself.
6.) I wish you could go back to the person you were between your divorce and your first boyfriend after that. You really were a good role model to both me and your daughter during that time. I still look up to you, but it's less so now.
7.) Thank you, first and foremost, for putting up with me for 2 years. I know I'm a pain and I put on faces, quite a lot. But I wanted to thank you for sticking around to make sure I'm still here. I love you. More than I say. You couldn't possible mean more to me.
8.) I'm scared to tell you what I'm going through right now, because I fear it might be too much for you to hear. That's why I lie and say everything's fine. I want you to know I love and trust you, but I'm breaking down more and more each day. I just need to keep you safe, though. So I'll never tell you exactly how bad I'm getting. I scare myself, and I know I scare you. I wish I didn't...
9.) You should really take the chance. If you feel like he's worth it, go for it. Don't worry about my feelings. They'll change in time. I mean, he's awesome and all, but I think I'm just a better friend to him than anything else.
10.) I still eat the orange starburst first and play Nirvana when I can. That's how much you impacted my life. You introduced me to a whole new perspective and I will never forget you, because you were my first.
11.) I'm scared to trust you. I'm scared to be honest with you. I'm scared to tell you how much I need you to never leave. I think I know you won't ever leave, but it's hard for my brain to convince my heart. I really love you. More than words or actions could ever say. I just don't want to disappoint you.
12.) I need to tell you that I like you. I can't figure out how to do it, or even if I should. But I really like you. It's a bit of a problem because I'm an extremely jealous woman, and sometimes, when you look at her, it just sends chills down my spine. Chills because I fear what I would do to her to get to you....
13.) I kind of think you like me. And it's bothering me a bit. I don't know for sure, but I just want to be friends.
14.) I miss talking to you like we used to. I miss having our weird as hell AIM conversations and our random phone calls to each other. I really need to hang out with you one day in the future because I totally miss everything about you!
15.) I haven't forgotten what you did to me. I'll never forget. And I'll never be the same.
16.) Thanks for the addiction. I hope jail is nice and comfy.
17.) You're the last person I would expect to even flinch at news of my death. I really wish I had gotten a chance to break something on your body before we parted ways. I hear you've become exactly what you condemned now. I hope it feels fucking fantastic!
18.) I'm jealous of you because you got pregnant first.
19.) I know you really like me, but you have a girlfriend now. You need to stop flirting with me because you know I flirt back. Heh. You know how terrible I can be..
20.) Yes, I do wish I had never done what I had, but I did it. And it's too late to do anything about it now. However, I do not enjoy you hitting on me now. It bugs me to the point of none other. I'm sorry, but when you have a serious girlfriend, it's pretty much a sign to stop any more advances you make.