Are things going back to normal?

[jesiaha]

Hmmm I doupt it will be like before. But the important part is that things are settled with Mel and everything is ok, I'm not losing my good friends. After going out last night for drinks and pool madness me and Mel went back to her place and we had a loooong talk in her room. The whole night we didn't really talk about it and when we got to sit down at her place I put her on the spot after 30 minutes. She didn't get upset which was a good thing and when I asked her what decision she took about accepting the fact that I have someone I hold dear in my heart she gave me a damn good anwser, the one I was hoping for. I also asked what she would do from now on, kind of out of curiousity just to see if the way we used to be would change. Like I said I think it will. From my point of view I wish it didn't but I can't help but to feel uncomfortable about lets say cuddling. From her point of view it kind of means moving on and she doesn't want to risk letting herself go there again. Now I've done my part talking with Guillaume and it was positive, for Mel's turn now, I'm sure it will go well exept for the fact that she won't "hook up" with him...yet. But in the end all is well.

One thing didn't go well though around 1h30am I found out she was the owner of a furby....I fucking hate furbies. It got set wild into the room and just wouldn't shut the fuck up. So I took matter in my own hands when she went to get drinks. I tied the motherfucker down with the VHS's cable, put him into a box to rot under the hot lamp and think about his sins. Not so talkative now huh!?!?!


Melanie wasn't so pleased :P

Now back to my nap, gotta get rested before the Radar Rave event tonight hosted by 2 DJ friends.