"close the goddamn door"
I'm sick. I have a sore throat and can't stop coughing. Also, I have a terrible sinus headache. This sucks. I have a final Wednesday and all I want to dois sleep. And I want to talk to Brian but not really because my throat hurts too much.
Anyway
I always worry I am going to make the wrong choice and do something drastic that ruins my life. But then I thought, if I don't make a choice then how am I ever going to know what's best for me? Maybe I should just follow my heart for once.
The last BIG decision I ever made was moving out. Granted I didn't move very far away but I loved it. I learned a lot. I wouldn't be the person I am today if I had not gone through all of that drama with that psycho bitch. Therefore, maybe sometimes you just have to do what you believe your heart is telling you to do. Otherwise, you're never really going to know how things could have been.
Anyway
I always worry I am going to make the wrong choice and do something drastic that ruins my life. But then I thought, if I don't make a choice then how am I ever going to know what's best for me? Maybe I should just follow my heart for once.
The last BIG decision I ever made was moving out. Granted I didn't move very far away but I loved it. I learned a lot. I wouldn't be the person I am today if I had not gone through all of that drama with that psycho bitch. Therefore, maybe sometimes you just have to do what you believe your heart is telling you to do. Otherwise, you're never really going to know how things could have been.