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I'm afraid to move to California.
I'm not a baby.
Just afraid. I don't want to be left all alone.
What good is life if you can't share it with the people that you love the most?
I don't want to be there for 2 weeks and then call my mother crying telling her I miss her and that I hate it here and that I want to come home.
I don't want to do that.
Ugh.
And this does NOT make me a needy person. Someone that loves their family and needs their constant support is not needy. Needy is someone that has to have a boyfriend... that has to have the best things... that has to have all the attention.
One day, I'm going to have to move. If not California, than New York... that's where my job is obviously going to take me.
I don't know why I am even thinking about this right now... it's YEARS away. YEARS.
I'm not a baby.
Just afraid. I don't want to be left all alone.
What good is life if you can't share it with the people that you love the most?
I don't want to be there for 2 weeks and then call my mother crying telling her I miss her and that I hate it here and that I want to come home.
I don't want to do that.
Ugh.
And this does NOT make me a needy person. Someone that loves their family and needs their constant support is not needy. Needy is someone that has to have a boyfriend... that has to have the best things... that has to have all the attention.
One day, I'm going to have to move. If not California, than New York... that's where my job is obviously going to take me.
I don't know why I am even thinking about this right now... it's YEARS away. YEARS.