Dec 22, 2005 19:54
running on empty...
those 3 words can easily describe how i've been feeling these last few days...
and not just in the "poetic metaphor" sense...
i mean i really have been running on empty...
you name it...and odds are it's empty...
bank account: i've been living
off of the $20.19 to my name for the past 6 days...and sadly...this
does not include the buying of christmas presents...lame...i always
love going out and getting gifts for everyone...and i didn't get to do
it...just the idea saddens me even more...
chloe's gas tank: it saddens me
to report that the gas light has been on for 5 of the past 7
days. it all comes back to the bank account...i've had to stretch
out what i can...a quick splash to get me to and from work is all i've
been able to afford. bank account: $15.19
lappy: i've been doing a bunch
of movie conversions...and i keep managing to fall asleep without
plugging lappy into a (active) outlet...i had to add the (active)
because thrice i've plugged into the power strip under my desk without
checking if it is turned on...booooooo to my brother for turning it off
because he thinks his computer is the only thing plugged into it...let
it be, son!
tiny: where there's no power
for lappy...there's also no power for tiny. i'm sorry...i didn't
do a proper introduction...tiny, meet everyone. everyone, meet
tiny...my 30gb video ipod...yeah i didn't get a nano...the bookstore
was "running on empty" of them when i went...and boss convinced me to
go for the video...anyways...back to the empty...yeah...if the battery
is empty...that means i've been using it...right??? maybe thats
an "empty" that i should have. bank account: 15.19 (but the $180
charge on my credit card is waiting for me)
cell phone: (why doesn't my sidekick have a name??? oh...cause i've had 11 of them!) as
if i didn't have enough problems with my cell phone...this week has
been extra trying...the service has been constantly interrupted at best
and has me missing important phone calls, messages, and texts at the
worst possible times...i've seriously gotta call tmobile and see what i
can get...i'll do that later tonight. i've also had the (active
outlet) problem here once or twice this week. bank account: $15.19
daily planner: i've had nothing
to do...not even work (because we're on shortened hours)...so i've been
so bored recently...everyone went home for the holidays...but my home
is in tucson...which has been mathmatically proven by a p. manning (as
was the hibiscus) to be the most boring city in tucson...(sorry,
peter...couldn't miss a chance to make fun of you there)
my stomach: yeah...i've stayed
at home until noon each day with a very specific purpose in mind...pig
out!!! i've been trying to eat only one big meal a day so that i
don't feel hungry all the time. that or i've had my mom buy me
lunch to bison witches...thanx again, mom. direct effect: i've
also seen a loss of 8 pounds in the past week. bank account: $15.19
(but i've also, genuinely, accidentally used my mom's bank card for a
impulse cinnabon purchase...sorry, mom)
my arms: ella's not here...and
thats been rough...we spent so much of the semester together...it's
just not something i've had to deal with...but i guess it had to come
sometime. but we've talked over aim and txts and on the
phone...thats helped me get through it. bank account: $15.19
(which probably would have been around -$38.92 by now cause i'd want to
go out and do stuff with ella...kidding babe...but i couldn't resist)
thats all i can think of for now...it's not that i want u to feel sorry
for me...everything changes tomorrow when i get paid tomorrow
(hopefully a fat check awaits me)...i just wanted to take note of how
these things kinda stack up...it's intresting...
there is one thing that isn't empty right now...my pouch of capri
sun...it was the last one...and it doesn't have a straw...dammit!
heh...i just thought of another thing that isn't empty...